Relieved
Today marks 1 week left to go on my two weeks at this job I have loved.
I feel abundant guilt. I love the owner and wish nothing but the best for him and his business. I found a friend who I think would be a perfect replacement for me. I’ve been putting together trainings like a mad man. I am putting in everything I have, in turn suffering in school.
I’m very behind on my assignments. I have faith I will catch up; I’m still passing! I’m honestly kicking ass, all things considered.
I’m frustrated; My boss is complaining today about how chaotic his day has been and how overwhelmed he is because he worked until 1am & his phone wouldn’t stop ringing so he couldn’t sleep until after 9:45. I wanted to say, “I love you, but genuinely fuck off. I work, on work and school, until 2am OFTEN and work the next day at 8:30 without complaining.” Letting it go because if I go, his business will crumble. Regrettably, I fear what will happen to him when we leave....
Low key wish I could throw hands with the family (not literally) to beat the entitlement and selfishness out of them so they help this poor man.
