#impemail

[blitzocriticizes]

Blitz, I know this will come as a shock to you but.

Tilla. Your mom.

She’s here.

On Hellbr.

SHE’S WHAT?!

[blitzocriticizes]

Your mother and I are concerned about Stolas’s involvement in your life.

She’s particularly worried, she thinks he’s a bad person..

You don’t know me. And I sure as hell don’t know you. So don’t just assume you know Stolas better than me when I spent so much time around and inside him.

He needs me, so that’s that.

[blitzocriticizes]

((Ooc: been thinking hard on this. And decided to give a third person POV one-shot for this answer. Hope you like it @thebigbuttlover <3

*Blitz paces around his apartment. His phone lying face up on the couch with the ask shining bright on the screen. He occasionally stops to take a glance, reaching for it, backing away, then resuming his pacing in under the same second. Loona’s gone off to another party, leaving the imp alone with his thoughts once again. And for the last couple of hours, he’s been unable to even think of a response. He drags his claws over his face as his tail whips aggressively behind him. He wants to brush it off, really he does, but he can’t because of one simple fact*

*It was all true*

*Blitz didn’t want to believe it. Didn’t want to admit that he knew what he got himself into and chose to ignore it while under the control of the script. To let it go for so long that he became attached. He chose this, didn’t he? He chose to bang that bird, steal the book, and agree to let his body be used every month in order to keep it. He had to earn it somehow. He just couldn’t afford to lose everything he worked for just because he said No. The pain just HAS to be worth it, right?*

*Yet, now that he’s free for who knows how long, he doesn’t know what to do with said freedom. Only focusing on drinks, sex, money, bloodshed, and the memories he wishes to forgot. A bitter sweetness sticking to his tongue. He feels like even more of a mess than before Stolas came in.*

*He feels…empty.*

*He won’t accept it, the imp thinks to himself. So he takes the phone, types in colorful language, hits send, then smashes it against the wall with a loud yell. Alongside destroying other breakable furniture he can afford to replace. The aggression offered a tiny bit of relief, but not enough to stop the shaky sobs or the tears from flowing down his scarred cheeks. He collapses to his knees and hugs his arms tightly. His tail wrapping around his body for comfort as he sits there silently sobbing amidst the chaos he created.*

*And, all throughout the night, he thinks*

[blitzocriticizes]

Blitz, I gotta ask

How the fuck do you drink mouthwash on accident

I WAS COPING!!!!!

[blitzocriticizes]

Hey, did you know that Millie is pregnant?

Yes! Moxxie just told me a while ago! I just can’t wait to be an uncle! With how much I’ve seen them go down like animals, I almost thought he was sterile LOL!

I was gonna throw an office party for them. But thanks to a certain fuckface wrecking the office, we’re gonna be behind on money. Might DIY it.

[blitzocriticizes]

Blitz… do you ever have any dreams about the fire incident? And if so, do you ever notice your sister missing from the dream..?

…I forgot everyone knows about my life thanks to this shitshow.

Fuck it, I still do. It’s not smth you can just forget, yk? But, the first few times I do see her. Escaping the tent with a few burns on her skin, but not as fucked up as mine. Her yelling at me. Crying about mom and Fizz. Pushing away Dad. And now she’s just…not there anymore. It’s like something just erased Barbie from existence. I don’t even remember seeing her much in my childhood, apart from photos, until I had that dream. We were a fucking duet at the circus. I even still have this old The Amazing Imp Twins flyer hung up in I.M.P.

How could I just…forget her?! My own sister, for Satan’s sake!!

Honestly, I really wish she becomes “awake” soon so that I can talk to her. But I doubt it.

[blitzocriticizes]

Hey Blitz, did you know that Moxxie is working a second job now? He's working as a bar tender.

WHAT?!

WHO TOLD HIM TO GO BEHIND MY BACK AND GET ANOTHER JOB?! IM SUPPOSED TO BE HIS MAIN BITCH!!

@moxxiecriticizes You better have a good fucking reason for this bc I thought we HAD smth! How could you crush my dreams like this?!🥺

[blitzocriticizes]

https://www.tumblr.com/satancriticizes/774218673699389440/with-that-distraction-out-the-way-the-trial-had

You’re finally free from him, Blitz. Happy for you.

Thankz.

It was…a lot. But I think I’m feeling better now.