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[koiiq]

NOTICE !!!

tw/cw: death, grief, family issues

Silly but basically my tldr: been gone cuz my mom passed away suddenly n it’s been alot gng. dealing w grief + family mess n kinda lost my creative spark rn so not doing my reqs and making posts. taking a break to breathe but hoping to not quitting or disappearing forever. love y’all fr 💔🥀🥹☝️

hai everyone!!

so uhh if anyone noticed, i kinda disappeared for… a long minute! The reason is uhmm well my mother passed away on the 24th of october it was really sudden in the middle of a day she was fine a moment before and then it all just… happened. i had watched every moment of it, the grief hit hard. all the thoughts at once ( was it my fault? if the ambulance came sooner, would she still be here?) that kind of thing.

then came more stuff meeting my deadbeat father out of nowhere and now having to interact with him for deeper personal related stuff (my life’s a mess LMAO)

And the main part about my posts it feels like i lost my touch i talk differently now, dry asf rlly and off, and making stuff doesn’t feel the same. This hurts me as i used to *love* doing fake texts but lately it’s just… not clicking. i hate it, honestly. so i’m sorry for disappointing everyone, but i think i need to take a step back for a while. not quitting or anything, just a break. i don’t want to force something that feels wrong right now.

i really do feel guilty leaving requests hanging and stuff, but this is needed. i’ll still try to interact as myself koiiq but posts will be slow or maybe stopped for a bit. i love this space more than i can even explain, so this isn’t goodbye, just breathing time.

love you all, and thank you for everything on here!

And for my dears who helped me over here in this moment ❤︎!!

@wonsoire In the hush of my droughtful soul you the whispered yin who first held my weeping palms— evrn through the screen. became a sudden sunrise, a gentle angel descending when the night felt endless, a soft tide, washed away the trembling weight I’d poured onto you, turning my shattered sighs into verses of quiet hope. (ILY BROJOB FOR DEALING W ME TGEN ☹️)

@douqhnxtss Your kind words capture what I can never think of saying, ty for expressing everything i want to! baby echoing everything I hope you feel. Thank you, truly. (Ikyklk ahh)

@chrrific for being my qt distracter OAT u dealt with dry koi and salut for u dear lord

and mention to oomfs @staywithmidzy and @agathabutnotchristie who don't use Tumblr much but who were there for support in dms :)

[owen-the-lumberjack]

Ooc:

Hey everyone, sorry I've been gone for a bit, life got busy.

I've been thinking about where I want to take this blog and I have been considering returning to a more media accurate version of Owen rather than my current RP one.

Having said that. I would not be killing my boy, I would probably create a new blog for him with a more obvious au energy than this one.

But you guys are part of the reason I do this so I thought I'd put it to you.

what should happen to the blog

keep it as is (au owen)

go back to canon (no second blog)

canon this blog with au second blog

(my button, you owe me fic if you press)

Voting ended onJan 25

You get a week, feel free to talk with me more in the replies

Minor edit: just checked, Why are there 220 of you?

[handlelevine60]

( TW: Mention of death )

Okay I'm not sure wtf is going on.

Apparently a (Roblox game I assume) caused someone's death. Like- an actual death.

Developers were warned by other developers, people and even a epileptic person WARNED them about the game. MULTIPLE PEOPLE told them it was going to send people with photosensitive epilepsy to the HOSPITAL.

Unfortunately, they did not put a warning for flashing lights and intense VFX and a person ended up dying. The worst part is there was no warning, no nothing.

the developers (not the innocent ones) are shifting blame to EVERYONE BUT themselves, first the developers and EVEN THE VICTIM THEMSELVES??

I think we may have jinxed 2026 being calmer. But I'm not sure if anyone here has Roblox so if you do I would suggest not playing the game- the game is called Doom By Fate I think.

- Star

[y0urbrother-thefailure]

My friends have told me that recently I sound a lot snappier and just more rude and I'm rlly paranoid abt that, I'm trying to read into everything I say and I do kinda see what they mean😭 I want to be kind to everyone and I love everyone I talk to, I just feel like it's hard to open up and relax and especially lately I'm very anxious around conversation

Also a lot of brain fog and I don't feel as eloquent so it can make me sound a lot more blunt I guess

but just take this post as me saying that if I ever sound dry, or rude, or dicky it's not against you and I'm rlly sorry it's kinda just happening

[aztiluthlayer]

heyyy guys uhmm I know this isn't my usual stuff but I'd like to inform y'all that @realkwii is uh

.. problematic

[rainisnothere101]

!Kinda important!

I haven't been doing the best recently. Lots of unnecessary drama, and one of my phobias has gotten worse, making my life worse than it already is.

I'm going to try to post but I'm sorry for the lack of me posting. I'm trying to not spiral into hell.

I'm trying, and just a reminder, it's ok to take a break. Treat yourself. <3 thank you for all the support!!

×°★~♪~★°×

[meliskindachildishlol]

Heyy, uh, posts will be a bit slower than usual. At least for now.

I'm really embarrassed to admit this, but I am not doing well. Emotionally, I mean. I'm not the type that likes to bring up this kind of themes in my blog but I feel like I should explain at least a little instead of just disappearing (which is what I did in 2022-). Plus, art-block has been getting to me hhh (╥﹏╥)

I'm not rlly gonna take a break because I am still gonna be around every now and then (and I pretty much depend on the internet to distract myself (•᷄- •᷅ ;)), but I may post less these few days.

I don't know if I explained myself correctly, but yeah. I'll be okay. Hopefully I can get to post more for you guys again soon. (ᵕ —ᴗ—)