#imrambling

[haikyuu-brain-rot]

What phase of breakdown am I at if every mitski song reminds me of my ex best friend?🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞🌞

[naukha]

Bought a new color to try from Windsor & Newton. Apparently I didn’t realize the color chart I was looking didn’t include the “G” code to designate pigments that granulate. So I accidentally bought “Permanent Mauve” thinking that it wasn’t a granulating color. I was wrong. 😬 (Permanent Mauve on the left, non-granulating Windsor Violet on the right for comparison.) Granulating pigments are great if you love interesting textures in your paintings. They tend to mostly frustrate me though, and I prefer the smoothness of staining pigments. It’s all personal preference! 😎 #watercolor #windsorandnewton #watercolorartist #artistsoninstagram #permanentmauveisthecolorofdisappointment #imrambling

[kamarkarya]

It is trully annoying when you like your pixie cut, but people keep insisting you to grow your hair..like make it longer so you'd be a "better looking and appropriate" woman. Just..what the hoola hoop?! Having long hair or short hair has nothing to do with our gender quality. It's about style and being comfortable and confident. * * * * #pixiecut #shorthair #dontcare #drawings #doodles #illustration #sketch #art #imrambling

[firelord-frowny]

some people are so quick to denounce and shut down the whole ~happiness is a choice we can make~ concept, and they feel so self-righteous about it, like they’re sticking up for mentally ill people, and like, i get it, but at the same time, i really wish they would stop???

~happiness is a choice~ doesn’t mean that we just decide, on the spot, to never ever feel badly again. 

it means we can ~choose~ to take big and small steps to combat depression and otherwise negative states of mind. We can decide to take actions that will, over time, result in feeling better overall.

And by the same token, we can also choose to do nothing about it, and stay depressed forever and ever. 

Speaking as someone who spends a chill 75% of the time feeling suicidal, I knoooowwwww that even when a depressed person ~wants~ to do something, it can still feel impossible to actually get up and do it. 

But even just the thought, “I am going to get up and do that, eventually” is a great and powerful place to start for someone who is otherwise too depressed to move. 

So like. It’s about choosing to start with something you know you can do, that will be better for you in some small way. It’s about practice, and improvement, and forgiving yourself when you just aren’t up for it. 

Idk I just really fucking hate when people act like depressed people are doomed to wallow in depression forever and ever and that there’s nothing we can do to work toward feeling better. 

People balk and get sarcastic when folks talk about diet, and exercise, and/or therapy and medication, but like!!!!! That’s the shit that helps depression! It just DOES! It’s tried and true and proven, and just because it’s difficult as hell, people wanna act like it’s pointless to even consider attempting? And that anyone who talks about it or suggests it is ~neurotypical scum~ or whatever? What the fuck? 

[homelessradiator]

I didn't stay up all night thinking last night but instead I had like an epiphany in a dream.

I realised how wack and how unlikely it is that I managed to end up with a boy who is probably one of the most stubborn people, even more so than myself, that I've ever met. But I also realised that he's the only person I've ever given into because holding grudges against him is stupid I mean if you care about somebody why waste time ignoring them over getting butt hurt because of something that was said not even out of cruel intentions My whole epiphany dream thing also opened my eyes to a lot of my own problem. I get it now who my insecurities interfere with my life and end up causing issues with people so I guess that's what I need to work on right??

[investedsims-blog]

I’m still trying to sort through how I want to write this legacy and what kind of story line I’m gonna attach to it.

right now it’s totally just poking at my “I laugh at basically everything that isn’t hateful” humor

I’m gonna figure something out eventually

OR MAYBE IT’LL JUST BE A BRIGHT FUN AND HAPPY LEGACY WHO KNOWS????

[forgottenhumanity]

When you're afraid to fall asleep because that means you're going to have to face a new day. When you can't lay still because your head hurts and your stomach refuses to cut you some slack. When you can't even enjoy the silence the night has to offer because your thoughts are too loud. When your eyes are closing but your mind is racing. When the comfort of your sheets make you feel even more lonesome.