sometimes it seems really difficult to meet new people and to socialize and to put the roots down for the friendship and then nurture it and then maybe, after lots of growing and watering for each part, you may perhaps get to the kind of friendship that's good and true and full
this may be the "falling out with a friend I knew for a decade" talking but a part of me, even if it knows that the fun part is in the whole process, just wants to get to the end already and just have new people in my life that care about me












