a small wolfling in the fandom

Bambi Lesbian🌼 ● They/She ● 23yo ● Art blog @bledyn-in-colours ● I'm a tea addict who spends too much time reading fanfiction on ao3 and hyperfixating on something new every full moon. I have too many headcanons and dumb ideas crawling in my brain and not enough money to exterminate. pls feel free to ask me anything or message me if you wanna talk, I am always ready with tea and cookies, so don't be shy!

[bledyn]

it's so difficult reaching out and making new friends after losing the old ones. You felt so comfortable before, knowing and being known down to the bones, and now you have to start over again, opening yourself up to strangers, trusting them with your heart because there may be a chance there could be more. Loneliness shackles you but at least the coldness on your skin is something you're used to, it seems silly to leave it behing for a vastness that you haven't explored yet

[paper-wounds]

[wizardnaturalist]

a book should be $5 a little drink should be $2 and museum access should be free and all hours

[sugarcarnation]

really struck by how claudia grieving madeleine seems to be the thing that gets most to lestat during the seance. he only starts to cry when claudia tells them that she can’t find her companion, that’s she’s been alone this entire time. and of course this is what would get to him. the thing he fears the most is loneliness. so knowing that his daughter found a companion only to lose her again in death. it’s devastating

[maxwyl]

lestat said kill yourself and armand made one of his bandmates jump in front of a train. lestat made fun of armand's sexual performance and past as a child sex slave and armand helped his boyfriend leak a video of lestat having sex with his own mother. you go low he goes to hell hall of fame

[sodiumvaporss]

i do have to say that no matter how shitty any sort of media is or how shitty your own creations are. always remember

[skyrigel]

[wasflypaw]

People worry about their fics being unoriginal whereas I read a good fic and I'm like "wow!! I hope I can find another fic exactly like this one to read"

[belovedblabber]

Truly what Louis is doing with Regina is such a gutting confirmation of Claudia “never been about me” like goddddddd god god she never had a choice she was a symbol she was something acted upon she was robbed of her life and self the moment they turned her and when she was finally breaking free she was killed along with the first person to ever see her for HER and Louis’ grief is so deep and acute but it’s about HIM he kills Claudia’s rapist and reads her diary to him as he does and it’s for HIM, he finds a girl that looks like her and pays her to pretend to be her because it was never about her here’s a convincing fill in, it’s baby Lulu all over again it was never about herrrrr Claudia has been dead since the start they killed the woman she could have been and then when she was finally flying free and making herself anew she was killed again and it was never about her I am going to throw up

[woodsdyke]

im swimming at the lake and accidentally kicked a fish. this has never happened in my many years of swimming. sorry man

[missbliss12]

Feed her only ashes.

[calcazars]

let it be known that i touch grass frequently and I’m still like this.

[ihateornithologists]

ngl i was genuinely expecting something like this

[jamiecain]

do you guys think lestats decapitated head will say he still has the blood of akasha in him

[hellokittysasuke]

I will DIE for keeper lestat i will KILL for him. He's the princess ever. He just woke up and he has a job. His joy and whimsy despite the horrors is unparalleled. He's hallucinating and talking to imaginary people because of the social isolation, but thats fine. His pure passion and ecstasy for music! His twirling! Your hair is too silky, your eyes too wet and pathetic, you look too beautiful when having an existential crisis, watch out! I understand Akasha. I too would wake up from my millenia old sleep because i find this little blonde man so entertaining, he's like a pet jester. A teacup dog in a handbag. He's a disney princess if she was also a 100 plus year old vampire. Save me whimsical pre-akasha's blood lestat, save me Oh my god

[kheldara]

Okay so the thing is I do love Armand & Daniel and I wld love nothing more than for the finale to be all about them and how Armand presumably licks sunscreen into daniels face before they hotspot each other across town to record appalling vids and leave gross cryptic pda comments on each others instagrams however I put it to you that as a Woman Enjoyer I actually need the final ep to be nothing but Sheila atim as Akasha breaking free and just doing whatever the fuck she wants for an hour.

(With apols to the headless lovers, who can just chill out in a fridge and finetune the details of their post-divorce reunion.)

[jjstarpeep]

I want Akasha's whole speech tattooed on my body