post-death,
how do you feel about your brother? knowing how he's struggling to cope with such a sudden loss?
he hasn't gone outside in weeks. too scared he'll see something to remind him of you.
do you feel guilt? pity? or maybe something else entirely?
I .
Do you Anons like to see me suffer?
I feel,I feel horrible of course I do. He was already a mess before I had to ‘leave’ .
but now?
from what I guessed he’s gotten worse.
I worry.
I can’t help but blame myself, this was my own foolishness.
i’m so sorry.








