nadia's words linger, spiralling deliciously in ear canals, before they dissolve into the self-crafted cellar of her rib cage —— (reader, this is where she stores the basis of her longevity) ... cannot keep it tucked tight near frontal lobe because in the end, the brain ALREADY KNOWS TOO MUCH. it's the epicentre of her land-side existence. it was born; came with the screaming thing from a womb and begging for something as mundane as growth. * i haven't belonged so personally to this vessel in years. the question begs, WHICH I IS SHE REFERRING TO ? see, when death swells at midnight and resurrection breathes at dawn one can never be too sure. she meets it in the mirror and wishes for a time where she did not have to be comfortable with preferring it this way. the i in telling, however, isn't defined by a name. like a star during the cusp of explosion —— IT'S ALL AND NONE OF HER !
❝ interesting that you are under the assumption i need anything at all. ❞ muses josephine who walks the fading line of a lowly inspiring author, daisy o'connor. if she is not careful then she is nothing. the odd jobs of a woman who dreams of her name next to new york's best seller wouldn't be enough to grant her access to the journey jo is scrambling to traverse. ALL THIS TO SAY, there is indeed a need she possesses, but the URGE TO DISGUISE IT AS NOTHING MORE THAN AN WANT that she absently mulled over somewhere between one and five o'clock in the morning has always felt more beneficial to this life she leads. call it a safety net. ❝ but you have peaked my interest. indulge me. what CAN you do for me ? ❞