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[blogofanerd]

Sa Akin

Saan aawit ang mga salita?

Sa bawat istorya ng tadhana,

O sa bawat katha ng makata?

Sayo ko lang narinig ang kanta

Gawa ng mapanlinlang mong dila.

Heto ako, sa ‘yo umaasa

Sa bawat awitin mo sa ‘kin pa.

Naniniwala ‘kong gago’t tanga,

Sayo ako ay wala lang pala.

‘Di na muli pang mamahalin ka

At mga salita mo ay lintik na,

Sa aki’y hindi na aawit pa.

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Paano kung ‘di pala tayo para sa isa’t isa?

Paano kung pinagtagpo lang pala tayo?

Paano kung ikaw na pala ang huling taong mamahalin ko?

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Log 020317

Dear nerd, Long time it has been. I have lots to tell but I've rather keep it to myself. You can see the difference now, you see? Am I that obvious? Many times I have wondered, who am I? Or Is it really me? But only now I have realized, things happen for a reason. It may not be the way we expected it to be but here I am living the dream I always dreamed of. Me.

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Sometimes you will never know the true value of a moment until it becomes a memory.

Anonymous

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Dear Nerd,

Why do I always find God? I'm tired of asking and begging again and again. No matter how I try to pray out hard, still, no God in sight. I can't feel anything. He answered me no response. Can't He hear me? I felt ignored. I'm already tired, so tired. I kept thinking, I would want to forget him. I can't get what I deserve. I'm here when you needed me yet You're not when I needed you. I see no blessings anymore. It's unfair! I want to take revenge - draw His face on toilet base. I want to free myself from Him today. Yet, I see no real reason why should I. Am I losing God or is it God who is losing me?

Prick me doubting brain. Contentment in the shadows of despair and faith  beyond knowing proves me He never left. I was just busy counting what I don't have. Blind to see and numb to feel what I already have. God gave me Himself and it's enough. I can breathe again. I can feel myself living once more, striving to give what others throw. I can now hear God in the silence of my heart and into the deepest ravines of my head, I feel no fear for He holds me tight in His moving Hands. Safely, I'm lost and found once more.

Love,

The Nerd.

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I do not ask to walk smooth paths nor bear an easy load. I pray for strength and fortitude to climb the rock-strewn road. Give me such courage and I can scale the hardest peaks alone and transform every stumbling block into a stepping stone.

Gale Brook Burket

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One person's craziness is another person's reality.

Tim Burton

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