I want you to know how thankful I am that I met you. I am thankful that you made ways that led to what we are right now. I am thankful that despite of everything—the way I interacted with you in the beginning, the way I treated you from the start, the way I talked to you—you never gave up. I am thankful because you keep on choosing me after several uncertainties that I have made you feel. I am thankful because you never get tired of making my every day bright. I am thankful because you always show trust and faith in me when it comes in handling my shits without any judgements. I am thankful because you are always at my back to support me with every decisions I make. I am thankful because you understand the pains that I have been through. I am truly thankful because you make me happy once again.
I want you to know that you give butterflies in my stomach. I want you to know that you make me feel secure and safe everytime that I am with you. I want you to know that I love being with you and you being around because I am not aftaid to be me—no pretentions, no holding backs.
I want you to know that you are scaring me—scaring me for the fact that you can read me—my actions, my gestures, my expressions and I have nothing to hide from you. I am scared because you are a game changer! You have this capacity to defy the rules I set for myself; you made me come out from the walls I built. I see much potential in you.
I want you to know that I am starting to like you too. No! I like you now. Everytime you are around, you always give me opposing feelings: I become serious but deep inside I want to be bubbly; sometimes I feel like I am standing at the edge of a cliff, excited to take plunge but at the same time I am holding back.
You have been honest of what you feel towards me. I hope someday I have the guts to tell you how I feel towards you. I am dying to tell you this: I am willing to take risk. I like you too and I do not want to lose you too.