#incontinence stuff

[squishyd0e]

Silly Doe. I know there's a reason you skate a lot 😏harder to see the waddle 😋

Fun fact: You can still have a pronounced waddle on skates😣😣

As my diaper swells from the multitude of potty accidents, my legs are no longer capable of coming together.😖 The thick, saturated padding forces my thighs apart, forcing an unmistakablely infantile waddle to occur. It feels like I'm announcing to the entire world that I'm a soggy baby that's in need of a diaper change😣😣

[squishyd0e]

Hemlo friends!!! I go by Squishy/ Squish/ Doe!!! This is backup account is now my new account, seeing as how my main was terminated🙃 Links to my other socials here👈🏾 🥸

About me:

I'm a Neurondivergent (AuDHD) Nonbinary— She/They Pronouns. (how typical🤣🤣). I'm incontinent and wear diapers 24/7 for medical reasons. I openly share a lot about my personal experiences dealing with incontinence. All I ask that it please be respectful and do not make it weird. Diapers may be a necessity for me but they are also sexual for me as well.

List of kinks:

Abdl / Ageplay

Humiliation

Omorashi

Forced Regression

Spankings

My little space is both sexual and nonsexual. I do not have a set age for my little space since it tends to fluctuate a lot, but I do have an age range for my different headspaces!!

(Since I do wear diapers for necessity it does play into those headspaces in an integral way)

🍼Baby Space🍼

This headspace revolves around the early stages of infancy. It's pretty rare for me to regress to Babyspace. It's my most vulnerable headspace.

Nonverbal

Baby Babbling

Cries easily

Crawls

Loves playing rattles, teethers, crinkle toys, and stuffies.

Drinks using Baby bottles

Eats Finger foods and/or non-solids

Emotional and Physically Dependent

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🧃Little Space🧃

This feels like my default headspace— as my personality is naturally childish which can be indistinguishable from how I naturally act. This head space corresponds with the toddler stages of development.

Playful

Curious

Impulsive

Bratty or Innocent (depending on my mood)

Very little speech / Speech empedient

Loves action figures, blocks, coloring, video games, and arts & crafts.

Sucks paci & thumb

Fluctuates between being a chatter box and a shy & quiet recluse

Drinks from Sippy

Still loves bottles (often denies this)

Wants to be potty trained but fails to keep Pull-Ups clean— getting put back into diapers as a result.

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🧋Middle Space🧋

My middle space is basically the adolescent stage of development. Middle Space is absolutely PERFECT for ageplay scenes!!! I'm usually rebellious and bratty which makes forced regression scenes SO much more Humiliating!!!😈

Bratty & Rebellious / Respectful & Seeking Approval

Insecure

Desires Independence

Loves to drink Coffee & Matcha

Loves video games

Special Interest- Stitch & Anime

Secretly still loves to play with toys

Needs stuffies for emotional support

Huge Bully‼️

Selfish / Gullible

Nerd / Outcast

Hates being treated like a child

Insecure about her diapers

Tries to hide potty training failure by wearing Pull-Ups

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This is an 18+ Kink blog!!! NO MINORS!!!!

The following is not welcome here on my blog.

MAGAT's / Trumpies

Transphobes

Racist

White Supremacist

Anti‐Kink

AgeRe

I don't care for respectability politics. So if you cause problems I'm willing and capable of going low.

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[squishyd0e]

Messing my diaper in front of people will never not be embarrassing. I try not to make it obvious that I'm having an accident, but I'm genuinely worried that I might have a "poop face"💀💀

[squishyd0e]

For the past couple of weeks I have been unable to get thru the day without having a messy diaper😭😭

This morning I got the urge to go potty in the middle of me already filling my diaper😭😭

[squishyd0e]

The act of messing is pretty understandable, but I'm actually surprised you like to be in a messy diaper.. What's the appeal for you? What's going through your head? And do you have a preferred diaper for this?

Yea, I do have to stress that this is not universally the case.

Because I am diaper dependent, most times my messy diaper is either pretty mundane or anxiety inducing. It's when I'm in the right headspace that messy diapers becomes enjoyable to me.

I love the the humiliation that comes with being in a messy diaper. The taboo nature of being a 'supposed' adult while doing the most infantile act of is deliciously humiliating🤤🤤 I'm often fantasizing about being chastised by a caregiver/dom. Being degraded to solidify the place as dumb diaper dumping baby. *diaper-brain activated*🫠🫠

As of right now I don't really have an preferred diaper for messing. At least none that I can think of atm. That may change in the future. ☺️☺️

[squishyd0e]

I've recently using metamucil to help with managing my IBS and it has actually helped with my gut health a lot. However, messy accidents have been almost daily as a conquence. I also find that I mess myself without noticing a lot more often. I'll change and find that I'm messy and never remember when it happened. Even worse, I can't smell it. It worries me a bit cuz I never know how long I've been messy for or if anyone noticed the smell🫤🫤

[squishyd0e]

Hi there! Just wondering how do you get your diapers so fluffy/thick? Do you use stuffers?

Hello!! I use boosters in all of my diapers and I hydrate with water. The more hydrated you are the more your diaper will absorb.🙂‍↕️👍🏾

These are the boosters I currently use.

The abena boosters aren't the best but they are pretty good for their price. The kiddo boosters are INSANE!!!! They are the thickest boosters I've ever used to date. They are definitely not meant to be worn casually (unless you're like me and don't mind the added bulk). My biggest caveat is that they don't stick to the inside of your diaper like most boosters.

Hope this helps☺️🫶🏾

[squishyd0e]

Thanks for all the advice and sharing your story for it has really helped me in many ways!

Here’s some fun questions:

What’s the worst wet accident you’ve ever had that you remember? Also one for messing such as maybe a blowout story?

What’s the worst accident you’ve had while at work? How did you deal with it?

What’s your most humiliating story revolving around diapers?

I'm always happy to share my experiences, especially if it can help others who are going thru something similar🥰

You really came out swinging with these questions, lol🤭

I don't know what metric I would use to measure what the severity of a wetting accident that would make it "the worst"— which is essentially just a leaky diaper. With that said, I'll use humiliation as a metric sense those are most impactful as a metric of a bad accident. In my eyes. Maybe you had something else in mind, so if that is the case, please let me know☺️🌺🤍

The first thing that comes to mind for the worst wetting accident was an incident that took place at my cg's house for her annual Framsgiving party. Is basically Thanksgiving but for found family. Everyone was making their plates while I was off to the side, pouring myself some punch. While I was filling my cup, I felt my pants get cold and clammy— noticing far too late that my diaper was leaking. I could nothing as I stood there as a puddle formed under me, and to make matters worse, I had an audience. Everyone at the party watched me wet myself, and I was too mortified to move or even say anything until tears started to well up. My CG took me upstairs away from the crowd to get changed while her nesting partner cleaned up my mess😣

I've had many blowouts, and most are pretty uninteresting since they all happened at home (thankfully). If we use the same metric I used for describing my worst wetting accident, then boy, this one for the books😖 Mind you, this took place in middle school and at the time I was using Goonites as my garment of protection— a garment that proved to be inefficient for the protection that I required. On this day, I had an upset stomach. I exused myself from class to go to the bathroom racked with pain as I struggled to make myself to the toilet before my bowels gave way.

Unfortunately, by the time I got to the stall, I could no longer hold it and proceeded to fill my goodnites to the brim to the point of it overflowing. To make matters worse, I didn't have any wipes or baby powder on me, so I had to go use the entire roll of toilet paper to clean myself. Threw my pants in the trash and cleaned myself the best I could, but without the proper changing supplies, the smell of my accident lingered. This did not get past my classmates who teased me relentlessly.

I don't think I've had any accidents that I could constitute as my "worst" accident at work. I've had many accidents at work, and tho it was always embarrassing, I've always managed to handle them relatively well.

I have so many contenders for "Most Humiliating Diaper Story." Several accounts ago, I jokingly talked about making it into a series😂

Off the top of my dome, there's one incident where I accidentally locked myself outside of my house while taking out the trash in just a t-shirt and diaper. I was home alone, and both my parents worked pretty far and wouldn't be home till later that night. One of our neighbors to whom we were really close to had a spare key for emergencies like this but weren't home as well so I was hanging out in my backyard waiting for them to come home so I could get the spare key. In the time that I was waiting for them, I had both wet and messed my diaper and became even more desperate to get back inside the house. When I heard their car pull in, I tried to call for my friend (my neighbor's daughter) from behind the gate of my house to but reveal my diaper. Unfortunately, she did not hear me, and as she went inside and shortly afterward, they had left again. A few more hours went by with my diaper becoming unbearably full at this point. I heard the car pull up once more and made my second attempt to call from being the gate again to no avail. Desperate and wanting to change, I gave up on being discrete. I walked up the hill to my neighbors house in just a t-shirt and full diaper and rang the doorbell. My friend's mom opens the door and greets me just before taking a moment to take a good look at my predicament. I embarrassingly asked for the spare key— unable to look at her directly. She answers sympathetically as she hands me the key and tells me to take my time delivering it. I thanked her, still unable to look her in the eyes as I walked back to go change out of my dirty diaper😵‍💫