#indespairs

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“Tell me what it’s like. The race.” “What it’s like is a battle. A mess of horses and men and blood. The fastest and strongest of what is left from two weeks of preparation on the sand. It’s the surf in your face, the deadly magic of November on your skin, the Scorpio drums in the place of your heartbeat. It’s speed, if you’re lucky. It’s life and it’s death or it’s both, and there’s nothing like it.” 

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selena gomez for refinery29

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selena gomez for billboard, october 2015

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92 TRUTHS GAME

RULES: Once you’ve been tagged, you’re supposed to write a note with 92 Truths about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

I was tagged by … no one. i just wanted to do this one

WHAT WAS YOUR:

Last drink:  water. Last phone call: my dad Last text: my stepmom Last song you listened to: the hills by the weeknd Last time you cried: saturday, but i cry so easily tbh

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone: yes Been cheated on: no Kissed someone and regretted it: yeah Lost someone special: yes Been drunk and thrown up: lmao yes List three fave colours: burgundy, black, dark blue

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: yes Fallen out of love: yes Laughed until you cried: yes Met someone that changed you: yes. Found out who your true friends are: i guess Found out someone was talking about you: don’t think so Kissed someone on your FB friends list: yes

GENERAL:

How many of your FB friends do you know irl: 99% Do you have any pets:  yes, a dog called milli ♡ Do you want to change your name: well my name is karoline, but on here i’m going with caroline, so i think that answers that question What did you do for your last birthday: i was on a new year’s trip with friends in that time, drinks and stuff, but it was nice. What time did you wake up today: 6.45 am What were you doing at midnight last night: sleeping acutally Name something you CANNOT wait for: vacation that starts on friday. captain america: civil war. suicide squad movie. deadpool movie. batman vs. superman, A BLACK WIDOW MOVIE. so there’s that, comic movie trash. Last time you saw your mother: she’s in the room with me. What is one thing you want to change about your life: get over my anxiety problems. be happier. love myself the way i am. What are you listening to right now: coming down by halsey Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: nope What’s getting on your nerves: slow internet. fake people. Most visited website: this one for sure Nicknames: care, karo Relationship status: taken :’) Zodiac sign: capricorn Pronouns: she/her Fave tv show(s):  one tree hill is my all time five. but the 100. Hair colour: brown Long or short: long Height: 163 cm. Do you have a crush on someone: still crushing on my boyfriend What do you like about yourself: my hair, my boobs, my lips Tattoos: / Righty or Lefty: righty First surgery: / First piercing: /. First best friend: some girl from kindergarden First sport you joined: gymnastics First vacation: probably austria First pair of trainers: lmao what, i don’t remember

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: nothing Drinking: water I’m about to: watching another comic con panel Waiting for: friday Want kids: i’m not sure yet, maybe. Get married: maybe Career: dietitian

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes Hugs or kisses: kisses. hugs. BOTH IS GOOD. Shorter or taller: taller. i’m tiny so Older or younger: older Romantic or spontaneous: romantic i guess? idk Nice stomach or nice arms: arms Sensitive or loud: sensitive Hook up or relationship: relationships. but both is good. Troublemaker or hesitant: hm, hesistant.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: yes Drank hard liquor: yes Lost glasses/contacts: / Sex on a first date: no Broke someone’s heart: unfortunately yes Had your own heart broken: yes. Been arrested: no. my dad’s a cop, he’d kick my ass Turned someone down: yes [smug whatsapp emoij] Cried when someone died: yes Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself:  sometimes Miracles: i guess i do Love at first sight: nope. i can’t stress enough that there’s no such thing. you can be attracted to someone instantly. or find someone really charismatic etc, but you don’t love someone until you really get to know them. SO NOPE. Heaven: no Santa Claus: no Kiss on the first date: whatever floats your boat tbh. if it feels right, i say GO FOR IT. Angels: no

I’m tagging: gwenstacye, jensenacklezs, indespairs, lyndsyfonseca, lydia-martin

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mila kunis for the telegraph magazine, july 2015

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shay mitchell for amore & vita

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indespairs: your nails are on point, i’m proud

THANKS, totally needed to show hahaah

lydia-martin: why so gorgeous dana

awful, that’s the word you were looking for

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I don’t feel like a gay icon. I don’t feel like an icon at all. Every single interview was always, ‘What’s it like to play a gay character?’ It would be nice if I was never asked that again. Why isn’t anyone asking the other girls what it’s like to kiss a boy?