#infinit8worlds

[everdawn]

[  TXT  ]  :  if  you  were  here  right  now,  what  would  we  be  doing? / conrad to isabel

( imessage › connie baby ): this feels like a trick question ( imessage › connie baby ): . . . swimming, obviously ;)

[everdawn]

[  TXT  ]  :  why  are  you  still  awake? / conrad to jerrrr

( imessage › con ): i should be asking you the same question ( imessage › con): but sleep is for the weak.

[everdawn]

@infinit8worlds ( CONRAD ): ♡'d for a 1-3 line starter from JEREMIAH

 ❛❛ HAVE you come to apologize ? ❜❜

[everdawn]

i want to deserve you.  i’m trying to deserve you. / to jer from belly <3

JEREMIAH sighed softly, staring at her with sad eyes. he'd been strung along in the past already, her heart never fully his even when he thought it was. somehow, conrad had still come out on top and now that things hadn't worked out, he felt like a second choice.  ❛❛ belly, you already had me and chose not to pursue it, ❜❜ he began, forcing himself to meet her gaze. her words were pretty and almost convincing, but he couldn't go through the pain of it all again when he'd just started to get over it.  ❛❛ wanting me now because things didn't work out with him ? that seems pretty unfair. ❜❜ he knew his words would sting but he couldn't help it. ❛❛ i don't know what you want from me. ❜❜ the old jeremiah would have gone running right to her, happy to finally be chosen, but this version of him had to forcefully stand his ground.

[appasionato]

conrad fisher, you are the first boy I loved, the only boy I’ve ever loved and im so thankful to call you my boyfriend every single day

ps. I’m still getting you back for that hot cocoa comment <3

tenderness  blooms.  her  name  on  a  screen  is  enough  to  bring  the  sun  to  him,  to  ward  against  the  cold  and  colorless.  not  once  did  he  believe  a  lover  could  be  a  remedy  of  all  things  until  she  wrapped  herself  around  his  heart  and  promised  to  remain.  to  not  falter  against  the  force  of  his  melancholy.

﹙ imessage ⋆ belly ﹚i've  been  at  a  conference  all  day.  you  have  no  idea  how  much  this  filled  my  tank.  thank  you,  belly. 

he  attaches  a  photo  taken  earlier  in  the  day.  a  group  of  future  doctors  with  arms  thrown  around  one  another.  all  of  them  in  pursuit  of  the  warmth  of  goodness. maybe helping her feel included is enough to soothe the cuts from his constant critiques of her hot cocoa. even when it's good, which it is these days, he still pretends it's not.

﹙ imessage ⋆ belly ﹚wish  you  were  here.

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[  TXT  ]  :  be  honest.  did  you  think  about  me  today? / isabel to jer!!!

( imessage › bells ): are you kidding ?? ( imessage › bells ): bells, there's literally not a day that goes by when i don't think of you.

[aratsaka]

“ i see you around every time i visit. i think i heard someone call you belly, right? ” he guessed he'd been visiting enough now to recognize his friend's friends, and even recognize his friend's friends' friends. what a clusterfuck. it felt strange knowing he was the same age as them despite being much farther in college — then again, he supposed it just came with the territory of starting a bachelor's degree at sixteen. mack puts his hands in his pockets and smiles at @infinit8worlds. “ what're you studying? no, let me guess... education? ”

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@infinit8worlds (CONRAD): ♡'d for a love day starter from BELLY

 ❛❛ I DON'T need perfect. i just need you. ❜❜