Sometimes, I still question God... But who am I to question the One?
Sometimes, I still question God on why did He allow us to meet and fall in love with each other if only in the end, He’ll just let us fall apart. But who am I to question the One who holds everything?
Sometimes, I still question God on why did He put a desire in our hearts for our future together if only in the end, He’ll just let you leave me. But who am I to question the One who have given us life?
Sometimes, I still question God on why did He allow me to introduce you to my family and relatives, if only in the end, He’ll not let us grow old together. But who am I to question the One has already a blue print of our life from beginning to end?
Sometimes, I still question God on why did He allow us to have happy memories, if only in the end, He’ll just allow me to get hurt and be in pain. But who am I to question the One who have sacrificed His own son and died on the cross to save us from our sins?
I’ve always been asking God why and I’ve been telling to myself that it’s for my own good, that one day, I'll realize why God kept me single and felt the pain, that His plans are good, His plans are to prosper me and not to harm me.
We may have many questions in life specially when something bad happens to us but know that He always has a purpose for our pain. He will never give us what we cannot endure. He gives us what will strengthen us and make us grow deeper in love with Him, to hold on to Him more and more each day.
Praise God through the good and bad times!
