You all remember that job that had me vomiting with anxiety and I wasn't sure if I could even do it and it was so insane and I lost my mind a little (okay a lot) So they called again and were like "Oh hey, so we're not sure if we can do it, and if we can it'll be in the spring. And we won't know until the end of January." SO I'm STILL freaking out, I'm STILL a wreck and now, now, I get to be that way until JANUARY. fuck this shit.
fuck it.












