50) things you said when we were 70 - for Mirevas and Blackwall? Your pick on who's 70... (or do one for each?)
INKverse, because I’m not sure how many years Bioware will let the Inquisitor will get in canon. So modern tattoo shop AU.
Major character death warning. I’m so sorry. This hurt to write.
“I never knew what you saw in this old man.”
Mirevas looked up from her broom to frown at Thom. “Stop that now.”
Thom turned his gaze to his hands on the table in front of him, unable to meet her eyes. “You should have had someone better. Shouldn’t have chosen me.”
He heard her exasperated sigh, then the sound of the broom falling. He lifted his eyes to see her lowering herself onto his lap. Her arms encircled his shoulders. “Yup. You’re right. Definitely shouldn’t have chosen you. I think Solas had a crush on me…”
The words startled him, and he stiffened in her arms. “Solas?”
Mirevas threw her head back and laughed, long and hard. “Thirty years, and you’re still giving me the ‘I’m not good enough’ line. As if I would trade our time together for anything.”
He supposed his doubt would never go away, but her words reassured him. “You always were a fool.”
Mirevas nodded solemnly, then kissed the tip of his nose. “But I’m your fool.”
Thom put his arms around her waist and buried his head in the crook of her neck. “Forever.”
Rose always brought a bouquet. Daisies. That was what Thom and Mirevas had always given her on special occasions. Mirevas watched her lay the flowers gently against the headstone before turning back. “Do you want me to put that here for you?”
Mirevas turned the red rose between her fingers. “No. I’ll do it.”
In response, Mirevas knelt carefully to the ground. “I’ll do it,” she repeated.
Rose bit her lip. “I’ll give you a minute.”
Mirevas waited until her daughter was out of earshot before she spoke. “She’s so strong, isn’t she? Devoted. Dedicated. She reminds me of you. Every time I look at her, I see your smile in her. Sometimes it feels like you’re right there in the room with us, ready to launch into a debate with her about the importance of anti-lock brakes or some such.”
A tear slid down her wrinkled cheek, and she brushed it away. “Forty-five years. It’s a long time, isn’t it? Should have been enough, I suppose. But you promised me forever. I guess I believed it. Didn’t seem possible, life without you. You were right. I always was a fool.”
Mirevas looked at the rose, the crimson petals stark against the green leaves. More tears escaped, and this time, she let them fall. A single drop splashed against the field of red. She left it there, raising the rose to her lips and pressing a kiss against the soft petals. Her eyes closed, and just for a moment, she pretended it was Thom she kissed, that he was here with her, by her side, and she’d never lost him at all.
“I love you so much.” The words came out choked, and she took a deep breath. “I’ll always love you. Until the day I die.”
A muffled sob came from behind her, and Mirevas cursed herself for not hearing Rose return. She opened her eyes and slowly placed the flower on the grass.
“Help me up?” she murmured.
Rose’s hand took her arm gently, and Mirevas used it to pull herself to her feet. She faced her daughter and reached for her face, brushing away a tear.
“I miss him so much,” Rose whispered.
Mirevas did the only thing she could do. She pulled her daughter into her arms, pressing her hands hard against Rose’s back. “I do, too,” she said helplessly. “I do, too.”