#inner krieg

[mrdemonwithgreen-blueeyes]

An einen Ort zurückzukehren an dem eine tiefere Bedeutung hängt hilft oftmals die Gedanken und den Schmerz etwas zu dämpfen.

~Farewall

[pseudosanepsychoman-blog]

An Internal Echo

I’m a fly on the wall in my own conversations.

I’m a stranger to people who look me in the eye and call me by name.

I’m a dead man walking by someone else’s will.

I hate myself for what I’ve become—

—but I don’t remember enough to know what really changed.

I’m in love with a girl who doesn’t know who I am and can’t tell that I am here.

You can imagine, then, that I’m very, very…

… tired.

And I just want to sleep.