#insecure!peter

[irondadfics]

Hello btw I love your page!💙 I was wondering if you can help find a fan fic!! I know it about Peter and his insecurity with his relationship with Tony and his place in the family! It’s after End Game

-Tony has a dream where he forget Peter is gonna be spending the week with him but leave him alone during a thunderstorm. Peter also had a tree fall on top of him.

-May and Tony have an argument after peter is rush to the hospital. Where may screams out that Tony isn’t allowed to see Peter anymore. 

Thank you to those who contributed to our Follower Outreach Program for helping to locate this story!

Out of Sight, Out of Mind by Safari43271

Peter coming back from the snap to find out Tony has his own kid really made him insecure about spending time with him and his old bad habits come back full force in order to cope with the changes. Even though he was excited to go visit him at the cabin for the weekend, the last thing he wants is to be a burden and take time away from Morgan.. after all he is her real dad. Things didn’t turn out the way Peter or Tony had hoped for that weekend when one mistake on Tony's part almost cost Peter his life. *** When Happy finally spoke up his voice was sharp and panicked. “Tony, please, please for the love of god tell me that you have Peter with you! Or at least tell me he is somewhere in this building! Please just tell me that you have him!” Happy yelled as he clasped his hands together like he was praying. ***

[themculibrary]

Hello, I’m feeling very hurt/comfort irondad today and I was wondering if you could find some fics with that (maybe peter misunderstanding tony and thinking that he doesn’t want him to be his kid or something) thank you and heave a nice day!

A Heart Grows (With More People To Love) (ao3) - josywbu G, 5k

Summary: When there's a newborn Stark on the horizon Peter starts to question his place in the family he has come to view as his own.

Good thing Tony has an abundance of parenting books at his disposal and knows exactly (kind of) what to do.

Alone (ao3) - Lost_And_Longing T, 38k (WIP)

Summary: Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym. - Stephen King

After four months with no contact between him and Mr. Stark, Peter finally comes to a conclusion he should have come to much, much earlier. Basically, Peter has depression. And no, not the romanticized version.

And if you need a friend, then please just say the word (ao3) - frostysunflowers T, 2k

Summary: ''Three cracked ribs, a broken wrist and a heavy blow to the head, along with multiple cuts and bruises.

Not so bad as Spider-Man injuries go.

So why is he driving like an absolute maniac towards the tower (a hastily repurchased tower to stand in place of the decimated compound) with a roiling churn of something bitter and painful in his stomach.

Because before, Peter would always call him. Always.

This time though…The kid called Happy instead.''

Becoming Belonging (ao3) - sahiya G, 18k

Summary: Peter barely remembered the week after he came back, five years and two minutes after dying on Titan. But he did remember this: looking at Morgan Stark and feeling––to his immediate shame––wildly, insanely jealous that Morgan had had those five years with Tony and Peter hadn’t.

Delicate (ao3) - Bean_reads_fanfic T, 16k

Summary: It starts here: Peter, in his Spider-Man suit minus the mask, caught deer-in-the-headlights-style in front of a person he’s never met before in the kitchen of his and May’s apartment.

“You’re, uh, what’s-his-name –” The guy coughs a bit, swallowing. He points at Peter, his voice getting higher as he goes: “P – uh – Peter, right? You’re – you’re Spider-man?!” ... One unfortunate encounter starts a chain of frustrating events; in the process of which, Peter's insecurities are examined. Including but not limited to: his worries that Tony cares about Spider-Man more than Peter Parker.

I wouldn't drink that if I were you, kid (ao3) - Lequia G, 6k

Summary: In which Peter Parker feels abandoned, Tony Stark manages to screw things up even more, and DUM-E may or may not have found another fire extinguisher.

Hope you like one of these!

- Tori

[notcanoncompliant]

hello yes i desperately need more reassuring!Tony

like insecure af, sometimes-anxious-to-tears-Peter,

and Tony like 'no sweetheart, you're perfect' with the touching and kissing and like sweet, drawn out lovemaking, or like a really nice rough-but-loving session that leaves Peter trembling and breathless and too wrung out to feel anything but good.

Just. You know. Lots of that. Pleeeease.

[wheredidhiseyebrowsgo]

I am in DIRE need of steter with touch starved peter and stiles taking care of him. If you can find anything I’ll love you forever!!!

Hi! I found a few! - Alex

(as the question) so the answer by RosePerSomnium

WIP (1/2 | 925 | Teen)

Sidetracked from his current project, Stiles investigates Peter's aversion to touch.

Nothing Improper by Bunnywest

(1/1 | 1,429 | General)

“How long since someone touched you, sweet boy?” Peter asks, his voice barely a breath in Stiles’ ear. “Days? Weeks? Months?” Stiles nods imperceptibly at that last one.

“After…after everything, after Allison,” is all Stiles manages to get out.

I Won’t Let You Burn (Too) by Len0306a

(1/1 | 1,557 | Not Rated)

It was subtle at first, rubbing his wrist against their own, but slowly got more...intense. There was hugging and nuzzling and it scared him and made him want to fight.

Pack of Two by stilesstilinskixeveryone

(1/1 | 1,792 | General)

Stiles works out that Peter may or may not be slowly turning feral and decides to do something about it.

Time Spent With Cats Is Never Wasted by ladypigswagon

(1/1 | 2,529 | General)

It starts with a ginger tom. Stiles isn’t quite sure how it gets into the apartment but there it is, stretched out on the awful beige carpet in a patch of sunlight. Stiles pauses, bottom lip just touching the rim of his Wonder Woman mug. He doesn’t take a sip of coffee due to the presence of well, a ginger cat. It’s mystifying to say the least. He puts the cup down on the coffee table and proceeds with caution. He stands over the cat, nudging it gently with his foot. The cat flicks one beady eye up to look at him and evidently thinks Stiles is not worth his time because the eye closes and it continues to sleep on peacefully.

“Scott,” Stiles hollers, “Did you bring work home with you again?”

Hug Wolf Moon by BlanketFortAvenger

(3/3 | 3,608 | General)

The Nemeton, explains Claudia's letter, will draw all manner of evil to Beacon Hills. Stiles and Scott venture into the preserve in order to save the town. Little do they know, there is a dangerous creature wandering the preserve, searching for an unsuspecting victim to satisfy its insatiable hug-lust.

Dance Like Nobody's Watching by Bunnywest

(1/1 | 17,025 | Mature)

When things all started to turn to shit, desperate men who worked in shady labs for nameless government departments posted videos to YouTube about how this was research gone bad, about how the disease was only meant to kill Weres.

It wasn’t meant to transform them into snarling demon beasts. It wasn’t meant to affect humans at all.It certainly wasn't meant to take out 90% of the population. But it did. Stiles is one of the 'lucky ones', he guesses.But Stiles? Stiles is hanging on by a thread. And if you look closely, you can see where it’s dangerously frayed.

Soothing the Burn by Therapeutic_Steter

WIP (8/? | 17,451 | Mature)

Peter is burnt out and breaking down. Stiles notices and offers him solace, along with the one thing he wants most: Pack.

[irondadfics]

Hi! :) hope you are doing good !!! I was wondering if you can help me find a fic I found on your site!! It was about Peter felling ignored & insecure by his relationship with Tony, It was after endgames…… there was a part where Peter was crush by a tree and taken to the tower where he later died but turns out it was just a dream tony had.

Thank you to those who contributed to our Follower Outreach Program for helping to locate this story!

Out of Sight, Out of Mind by Safari43271

Peter coming back from the snap to find out Tony has his own kid really made him insecure about spending time with him and his old bad habits come back full force in order to cope with the changes. Even though he was excited to go visit him at the cabin for the weekend, the last thing he wants is to be a burden and take time away from Morgan.. after all he is her real dad. Things didn’t turn out the way Peter or Tony had hoped for that weekend when one mistake on Tony's part almost cost Peter his life. *** When Happy finally spoke up his voice was sharp and panicked. “Tony, please, please for the love of god tell me that you have Peter with you! Or at least tell me he is somewhere in this building! Please just tell me that you have him!” Happy yelled as he clasped his hands together like he was praying. ***

[irondadfics]

FIC REC

Thanks again to all those who sent in their recs to help us celebrate 10,000 followers!

This recommendation is from @retro-memo. "Usually Homeless Peter Parker stories have the same plotline but this one is has taken a unique spin and what's not to love? We have a awkward but trying Tony along with a insecure and slightly independent Peter. It's a perfect combo."

Thank you for sending in your recommendation!

A Different Kind Of Homecoming by PlushyRobot

When Peter had first gotten his powers, becoming a masked vigilante seemed like the logical thing to do. New York was the hometown of one of the greatest superhero teams in the world and there was nothing he wanted more than to be like them.

But the unexpected happens, and Peter finds himself completely alone.

With nothing else to lose he continues the fight. At least until Iron Man approaches him in person after he nearly gets himself blown up. An unlikely relationship begins to bud between Peter and Tony, with them helping each other in ways neither of them could have guessed.

[themculibrary]

Insecure Peter Parker Masterlist

Alone (ao3) - Lost_And_Longing T, 38k

Summary: Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym. - Stephen King

After four months with no contact between him and Mr. Stark, Peter finally comes to a conclusion he should have come to much, much earlier. Basically, Peter has depression. And no, not the romanticized version.

Am I still family? (ao3) - nkinmyheartandonthepage G, 3k

Summary: Peter breathed caught in his chest, mind tripping over the words like a broken record. Tony’s daughter. Tony Stark had a daughter. Peter had come back from the dead nearly a month ago and he was only learning now that Tony and Pepper had a daughter. Why had nobody told him? Did they not want him to know? Pain flashed through Peter’s chest at the thought.

Or

Peter is back from the dead and forgot to tell him about Morgan.

But I Was Supposed to Introduce You! (ao3) - TakenByEmrys harley/peter T, 9k

Summary: 'Hey, can u maybe a write a oneshot where Peter and Harley are dating long distance then they realize they both know Stark when he ‘introduces’ them and boom they kiss in front of him and he’s like what.'

Peter had never met his boyfriend irl. Yes they skyped and knew each other, but it was never really enough. When Harley mentions a special surprise that he's sending Peter, the boy is obviously excited, but first he has to get through a party that Mr.Stark decided to throw.

Child's Play (ao3) - SPICYJARVIS N/R, 59k

Summary: Spiderman has been missing for one year, two months and five days.

Clint Barton happens across a homeless kid named Peter Parker.

dear god (ao3) - krystalpomme G, 5k

Summary: after the snap, peter feels as if everything in his life had changed. his home, his family, his feelings had all taken a huge turn. and for once, he feels ignored by the only family he has left.

Delicate (ao3) - Bean_reads_fanfic T, 16k

Summary: It starts here: Peter, in his Spider-Man suit minus the mask, caught deer-in-the-headlights-style in front of a person he’s never met before in the kitchen of his and May’s apartment.

“You’re, uh, what’s-his-name –” The guy coughs a bit, swallowing. He points at Peter, his voice getting higher as he goes: “P – uh – Peter, right? You’re – you’re Spider-man?!” ... One unfortunate encounter starts a chain of frustrating events; in the process of which, Peter's insecurities are examined. Including but not limited to: his worries that Tony cares about Spider-Man more than Peter Parker.

Learned to lose you, can’t afford to. (ao3) - sunsetmoonrise N/R, 7k

Summary: Peter Parker’s biggest fear is that everyone he loves dies, so when one of Tony’s jokes hits a little too close to home, Peter tries to distance himself from his father-figure/mentor/hero. Unfortunately, a mission going wrong and landing him in the Tower’s med-bay means he has nowhere to hide when Tony asks him what’s wrong. ———————————— “Jesus, kid, you’re gonna send me to an early grave,” the billionaire joked, still massaging his temples with his eyes closed. Because of this, Tony never saw how quickly Peter’s face paled as he stumbled back a few steps in dreaded realisation. The older man never saw the absolute terror in the boy’s eyes- eyes that were suddenly glistening with tears- caused by his thoughtless words.

monsters in the closet (ao3) - iron_spider_suit T, 11k

Summary: Maybe if he keeps repeating it to himself it will feel real: He’s sixteen, not nine. And Hunter isn’t Skip.

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Tony and Pepper get a babysitter for Morgan. Peter deals with it… badly.

Sacrifices Need to be Made (ao3) - orphan_account N/R, 26k

Summary: It was supposed to be a simple, easy mission. However things did not go as planned at all. With Tony and the rest of the Avengers' lives at stake, Peter must give himself up to save his team. Chaos erupts.

Secrets (ao3) - NotEvenCloseToStraight T, 4k

Summary: Peter Parker- Spiderman- is having a bad day.

He missed his T-shot yesterday and hasnt had time to take it today. His binder is way too tight and he can hardly draw a breath. He hurt, and probably broke his arm in this last skirmish with a baddie. Oh and one Merc with a Mouth has discovered his little hiding spot on the roof.

Peter needs help, but hes terrified of what Deadpool will do when he discovers that the Friendly Neighborhood Spiderman is trans.

Surprisingly, Deadpool is alot sweeter about it than anyone ever would have thought.

Take your time, kid. (ao3) - lavenderbluud G, 3k

Summary: Peter has a stutter and one day he hears Clint make fun of him behind his back, he doesn't want to talk anymore because of it. LOTS of protective! avengers team

The Flash Effect (ao3) - inkinmyheartandonthepage G, 1k

Summary: Flash says something to Peter that gets him thinking about his relationship with Tony. When Tony finds out he sets out to make things right.

Trial and Error (ao3) - BowieGirl T, 6k

Summary: Or, alternatively: Peter Parker gets in trouble, gets sick, and gets a dad.

with arms wide open (ao3) - parkrstark T, 14k

Summary: Tony and Pepper are expecting a baby and Peter may be the one most excited...just maybe...

[irondadfics]

Hey! Any fics where Peter is insecure about his relationship/thinks Tony doesn’t want to be around him or is embarrassed of him?

INSECURE!PETER REC LIST

Been awhile since we did a rec list! In this list we feature fics where Peter questions his role in Tony’s life for various reasons. ENJOY LOVELIES!!

And if you need a friend, then please just say the word by frostysunflowers @frostysunflowers

“Three cracked ribs, a broken wrist and a heavy blow to the head, along with multiple cuts and bruises.Not so bad as Spider-Man injuries go.So why is he driving like an absolute maniac towards the tower (a hastily repurchased tower to stand in place of the decimated compound) with a roiling churn of something bitter and painful in his stomach.Because before, Peter would always call him. Always.This time though…The kid called Happy instead.”

Delicate by Bean_reads_fanfic @the-reverse-mermaid

It starts here: Peter, in his Spider-Man suit minus the mask, caught deer-in-the-headlights-style in front of a person he’s never met before in the kitchen of his and May’s apartment.“You’re, uh, what’s-his-name –” The guy coughs a bit, swallowing. He points at Peter, his voice getting higher as he goes: “P – uh – Peter, right? You’re – you’re Spider-man?!”…One unfortunate encounter starts a chain of frustrating events; in the process of which, Peter’s insecurities are examined. Including but not limited to: his worries that Tony cares about Spider-Man more than Peter Parker.

Alone by Lost_And_Longing

Alone. Yes, that’s the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn’t hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym.- Stephen KingAfter four months with no contact between him and Mr. Stark, Peter finally comes to a conclusion he should have come to much, much earlier.Basically, Peter has depression. And no, not the romanticized version.

Learned to lose you, can’t afford to. by ironspidereilish

Peter Parker’s biggest fear is that everyone he loves dies, so when one of Tony’s jokes hits a little too close to home, Peter tries to distance himself from his father-figure/mentor/hero. Unfortunately, a mission going wrong and landing him in the Tower’s med-bay means he has nowhere to hide when Tony asks him what’s wrong.————————————“Jesus, kid, you’re gonna send me to an early grave,” the billionaire joked, still massaging his temples with his eyes closed. Because of this, Tony never saw how quickly Peter’s face paled as he stumbled back a few steps in dreaded realisation. The older man never saw the absolute terror in the boy’s eyes- eyes that were suddenly glistening with tears- caused by his thoughtless words.—————-(now with a cute epilogue, too!)

Memories by radioactive_storm @mala-sadas

When Tony snapped his fingers and saved the universe, there were consequences. Instead of losing his life, he lost an arm…and his memories. And Peter Parker may be the only person who can help him get them back.

Porcelain by macabre

She constantly calls Tony a child of excess and Peter a child of absence. It makes Tony cringe every time. “He’s not used to having all of these things, and the things that he was offered in previous foster situations came at a price. You know this. Just be careful.”

Becoming Belonging by sahiya

Peter barely remembered the week after he came back, five years and two minutes after dying on Titan. But he did remember this: looking at Morgan Stark and feeling––to his immediate shame––wildly, insanely jealous that Morgan had had those five years with Tony and Peter hadn’t.

Sunlight by ArdenSkyeHolmes221 @ardenskyedarcy221b

“Stop pouting and ignoring me. You’re giving me a complex.”“I am— I’m not pouting,” he sputters, avoiding his father’s gaze.“Oooh, but you are ignoring me.”***Or the one where Peter struggles reintegrating in his own life after his dad lived five years without him.

What We Lose in the Fire We Gain in the Flood by xxx_cat_xxx @xxx-cat-xxx

The universe is saved, Thanos is defeated, the Vanished are returned, and Tony has survived (though with severe radiation burns and one less arm). Everything should be good now - except that it isn’t.While Tony embarks on a painful and frustrating recovery, he wrestles with the fear that he’s no longer capable of caring for his family. Meanwhile, Peter tries to find his place in a world that just doesn’t feel like his own anymore.

From now on by peterparkr @peterparkrr

Peter’s fixating on the tie.It’s red. Hot rod red, Tony said. It doesn’t look right. Maybe it’s too long. Tony said it looked fine in the store. It doesn’t look like it had that day anymore. Peter can’t stop fiddling with it.ORPeter's sure that Tony and Pepper's wedding will change everything

I wouldn’t drink that if I were you, kid by Lequia

In which Peter Parker feels abandoned, Tony Stark manages to screw things up even more, and DUM-E may or may not have found another fire extinguisher.

breathe by ciaconnaa @ciaconnaa

Morgan looks mortified. “What? No!” she exclaims, holding out her hand against Peter’s chest. “You can’t kill a spider.”Peter frowns, brow furrowed. He’s not spent a lot of time around kids, ever, but he’s never met one that actually likes spiders. Hell, he hasn’t met anyone who likes spiders. Peter himself doesn’t even like spiders, and a spider is the one that gave him a six pack. “Huh?”“They're good luck! Don't you know?”He's not sure he does.(canon-compliant, post endgame)

A Heart Grows (With More People To Love) by josywbu 

When there's a newborn Stark on the horizon Peter starts to question his place in the family he has come to view as his own.Good thing Tony has an abundance of parenting books at his disposal and knows exactly (kind of) what to do.

A Tremendous Thing by ExpectoPatronum

“Daddy's read this to me hundreds of times,” Morgan confesses around a yawn, snuggling closer until she can see the first illustration clearly, “but he accidentally ripped out the ending, so it doesn’t have any pictures.”Startled, Peter flips ahead to the last chapters of the book -- sure enough, the final two chapters are missing. “Are you sure you want to read this one?”By the time Tony checks in on the pair of them, Wilbur is beginning to feel lonely in his pen, Peter’s arm is full of pins-and-needles and Morgan is fast asleep.——Peter spends Father's Day at the lake house. He tries not to overthink it.