Feb 17, 2024
still thinking about how all the girls you loved before came mere moments before joever but then she's also been working on ttpd for two years but also how long can we be a sad song and just holy hell. if anyone even gives a damn.
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still thinking about how all the girls you loved before came mere moments before joever but then she's also been working on ttpd for two years but also how long can we be a sad song and just holy hell. if anyone even gives a damn.
hmmm billie feature on rep tv mayhaps????
it's me!!!! hi!!!! im the problem it's me!!!!!!
happy YOU BOOKED THE NIGHT TRAIN FOR A REASON SO YOU COULD SIT THERE IN THIS HURT
BUSTLING CROWS OR SILENT SLEEPERS YOURE NOT SURE WHICH IS WORSE
BECAUSE I DROPPED YOUR HAND WHILE DANCING
LEFT YOU OUT THERE STANDING
CRESTFALLEN ON THE LANDING
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOUR MOM'S RING IN YOUR POCKET
MY PICTURE IN YOUR WALLET
YOUR HEART WAS GLASS, I DROPPED IT
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOU TOLD YOUR FAMILY FOR A REASON YOU COULDN'T KEEP IT IN
YOUR SISTER SPLASHED OUT ON THE BOTTLE NOW NO ONE'S CELEBRATING
DOM PÉRIGNON, YOU BROUGHT IT NO CROWD OF FRIENDS APPLAUDED
YOUR HOMETOWN SKEPTICS CALLED IT CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOU HAD A SPEECH, YOU'RE SPEECHLESS LOVE SLIPPED BEYOND YOUR REACHES
AND I COULDN'T GIVE A REASON
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOUR MIDAS TOUCH ON THE CHEVY DOOR NOVEMBER FLUSH AND YOUR FLANNEL CURE
"THIS DORM WAS ONCE A MADHOUSE" I MADE A JOKE, "WELL, IT'S MADE FOR ME"
HOW EVERGREEN, OUR GROUP OF FRIENDS DON'T THINK WE'LL SAY THAT WORD AGAIN
AND SOON THEY'LL HAVE THE NERVE TO DECK THE HALLS
THAT WE ONCE WALKED THROUGH
ONE FOR THE MONEY, TWO FOR THE SHOW I NEVER WAS READY, SO I WATCH YOU GO
SOMETIMES YOU JUST DON'T KNOW THE ANSWER 'TIL SOMEONE'S ON THEIR KNEES AND ASKS YOU
"SHE WOULD'VE MADE SUCH A LOVELY BRIDE WHAT A SHAME SHE'S FUCKED IN THE HEAD, " THEY SAID
BUT YOU'LL FIND THE REAL THING INSTEAD SHE'LL PATCH UP YOUR TAPESTRY THAT I SHRED
AND HOLD YOUR HAND WHILE DANCING
NEVER LEAVE YOU STANDING
CRESTFALLEN ON THE LANDING
WITH CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOUR MOM'S RING IN YOUR POCKET
HER PICTURE IN YOUR WALLET
YOU WON'T REMEMBER ALL MY
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS
YOU WON'T REMEMBER ALL MY
CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS season
Would you even come to the funeral? Or would that be to inconvienent for you as well. I guess I could move it. Let my body rot a little longer. Let the stench of cold blood soak through the cotton. Do you miss me yet?
-excerpt from a book i haven't written. 06/09/23
happy birthday to IM DRUNK IN THE BACK OF THE CAR AND I CRIED LIKE A BABY COMING HOME FROM THE BAR SAID "IM FINE" BUT IT WASNT TRUE I DONT WANNA KEEP SECRETS JUST TO KEEP YOU AND I SNUCK IN THROUGH THE GARDEN GATE EVERY NIGHT THAT SUMMER JUST TO SEAL MY FATE AND I SCREAMED FOR WHATEVER ITS WORTH "I LOVE YOU AINT THAT THE WORST THING YOU EVER HEARD????"
little miss i want your midnights but ill be cleaning up bottles with you on new years day
oh the beautiful dichotomy of hating someone because of how wrong they did you but still having love for them anyhow because you don't know any other way