insta-gay
alright ya hi
this is me taking my "irrelevant captions and making it into a blog"
and if you find this funny in someway, go ahead!!! screenshot it!!! post it on pt!!!!! post it on real twitter!!! make fun of me and my friends some more because frankly we dont give a flying-fa-do0dle about what you think of us. (yes i just said flying fa doodle)
considering 40% of my followers are from coppell (which i dont understand how people find me, but hey welcome 2 my blog) you may already know about the life threatening (extra emphasis on the life threatening) incident that has been occurring for the past month or longer idk. well if you don't, that's okay i think you're life will go on but i'm not really sure, its life threatening as i said. any who, i am not typing this to bash on other people but simply to clear the lack of clarity i have about what has been said. and before i rant about this life threatening occurrence, i do want to say i understand this is ridiculous, and immature considering its an app where you post pictures and stuff and im about to blow this way out of proportion but it has gotten to the point where i don't care enough to actually start to care (that didnt make sense just go with it)
first off, APPARENTLY (if u follow me on insta u pick up on that haha) i take instagram too seriously. okay yeah i understand my friends and i post a ton of pictures, maybe too often, about our lives to the point where it can be maybe a tad bit annoying, or a lot annoying. but the fact of the matter is, if you can post whatever you want whether its bikini pictures with your boobs hanging out or pictures of you and your boyfriend, then i should be able to post whatever i want. i find it quite shocking that i am ridiculed for posting pictures not of myself 24/7, but instead of things that catch my eye, things that i find artistic appeal in, idk cool things ok. and if you don't agree with what i think is cool or artsy, then don't comment about it! sidenote: i follow completely different people than people here do. to be completely honest, i follow this friend group that lives from here to oklahoma and everywhere in between and as stupid as this sounds, they inspire me. their photography is unbelievable and they are so invested in their faith and go on adventures and all. i havent thought about this till recently but i looked at it from a perspective of someone who follows only people from coppell...... everything will obviously will be the exact same......i mean we are in coppell..................... so i can see how scrolling through a feed full of the same pictures with the same captions and then happening to scroll past mine or my friends pix/captions you may find them to be completely irrelevant, weird, or questionable, and thats ok but again, you really don't need to comment about it.
second off, APPARENTLY i post long captions. im sorry, but i was unaware that there was a character count on insta... i understand my captions may not be as cool as yours with your little sun emoji and what not, but truth be told, i actually hate captions. i have always found captions to be very awkward, cliche, and fake. "love this girl!" "thankful for this friendship!""much love for ____!" etc. etc. so me being the total hipster that i am (super hipster right?) i didn't want to post the same things that everyone did but at the end of the day every single caption rubs off as annoying. but let me say this......... ya my captions may be long, ya my captions may be completely weird and you just read them and r like wut....no......... i can tell you that if you don't know me, and you don't know how i talk, and you don't know my sarcasm, and you don't know that i am not serious 99.9% of the time, then you really have no room to judge. you know my name not my story!!!!!!!!!!!! literally, a majority of my captions are sarcastic, not because i want to seem funny, but because i am not completely serious. yes i know there has been times where i have posted serious captions ok ya so have you cool beans ok, but once again, i can post whatever i want, say whatever i want, just as you can
lastly, and most importantly (even though this whole thing isn't really important at all) i hate the fact that i am made fun of for what i like to do, no not as in instagram, but as in photography. just like if you play sports, your game is your performance. you practice 4 times a week to get better and prepare for the upcoming game. where as in photography, there is no real performance unless you have a business or what not. I am obviously not in that position simply because i do not feel i have the knowledge, skill, and experience yet to take on that task, but instagram is used for pictures, am i right? then why not post pictures? lol? you dont have to make it complicated!!!!!! i can use instagram as my performance in a way even though that sounds completely dumb. i can post pictures of what i am proud of, share some of my work. im sorry that the art of photography may be a hard thing to comprehend and/or appreciate here but unfortunately for me, that is something that i enjoy to do and have at least some talent in.
this has been weighing me down for a while now because it is something that has been happening for some time. and it comes to a point where i have to ask myself does it even matter....like its instagram people.....it aint crucial......... but i dont like the fact that i am being made fun of and mocked for something that i enjoy doing. and i dont want to make this a blurb about private twitters but i do not understand what makes you think that having a lock next to your avi means that is suddenly okay to talk shit about someone. to me i find that very cowardly and immature. private twitter is a complete waste of time, a distraction, and a world that encourages judgement and hatred of one another. i dont even care if that sounded dumb, i just really dont understand.
but hey its insta people, post what you want!!!!!!! ill post what i want!!!!!!! we can all be happy right!!!!!!!!!! (if u read this wow thanks dude sorry if it was too long......actually NOOOOO, its not too long!!!!! i can make it as long as i want hahahahahhhahaa) okay im done goodnight, feel free to hmu too