#interactions (ayaka)

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( ✉ → sms ) i think my neighbor is an alien. ( this is such a sachie text lmao so sachiexaya xoxo )

text messages ( @divinexwreckage )

( ✉ → sachie ♥ ) what on earth could they have done to make you think that

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' aya, i know that i tell you this all the time, but i love you. with all of my heart, i love you. ' hesitation for a moment, voice softening with a sort of weakness that she couldn't admit. ' i - i feel at times, that i - that i don't deserve the good things you give me. your kisses, your touch, your warmth, your love, you - you're so good to me, but i can't help but feel that i don't deserve it. i - i don't know if it's because of the people who left before . . . " ( 1/? )

“ … or of the lifestyle that i’ve had, where - where i can’t … where i can’t be the type of person suitable for a relationship, for being taken care of, but i - i can’t see myself being worthy or deserving of the goodness that you always give me. and i - i know that you’ll protest,” a breathy chuckle, soft eyes unable to meet the other’s, “- that you’ll argue such a thing with all your might. but, i … i’m learning, to try and allow myself to be loved by you … ”

how your muse feels about mine ( @neverforgiiven )

            it was almost funny how hearing that could make her so unbelievably happy -- something ayaka thought would never happen in life until she had met nat. she wasn’t oblivious to the girl’s thoughts, knowing how she felt even if she didn’t agree to it. a soft smile spread across her features as she reached out to take her hand on hers, bringing it closer to brush her lips again her knuckles gently before kissing it lightly. “ you know i don’t agree with any of that and you know what i think ” squeezing it lightly, aya gazed lovingly at the girl sitting in front of her, wondering is natalia knew how much she meant to her. “ what i want to say is that you made my life better, whether you believe it or not. i never had any examples of what love really is in my life and i didn’t even believe in it until you came along. you might not think you’re worthy but you’re the only one that ever made me feel like this. if i were to think about this, i don’t think i am worthy either but i’m being selfish here and allowing myself to have one good thing in my life ” the girl paused for a moment, averting her gaze out of embarrassment, not really used to saying such words. “ and it’s you. i don’t think i could leave anymore, you have a piece of me with you. so just... let me love you the best way i can. ”

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         “ as soon as i graduate i’m staying the fuck away from broadcasting journalism. cameras really aren’t for me. ”

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There was something ridiculous about the two of them making out in public while it was raining. Had it been any earlier then there would have been guaranteed stares but, right now, there was a peace to the quiet of the town. The kiss deepened slightly once Naomi was sure it was safe to do so, she let out a small hum, tongue flicking across Ayaka’s lips before pushing past them. “We’re gonna get soaked” she laughed lightly upon pulling back for some air.

           aya never really liked public displays of affection or thought she’d be doing it herself but she wasn’t even in the least concerned about that in the moment. she didn’t care what people thought of her anyway, even if there was anyone watching -- which wasn’t really the case. the pinkette allowed her to deepen the kiss ( in fact, she craved it ) but stopped when naomi said that, letting out a short laugh. “ true. we should probably go ”