I LOVE my boys! All of them!! I am so lucky, so blessed- to be surrounded by such love everyday. I have the best husband❤️and the best boyfriends. My harem? Is the best! For real! And I love how they all interact! I want to spend forever with them❤️. And, I'm just gonna say this...I'm done denying myself happiness. I'm done denying my own feelings. 9/10, these boys I've bonded to? Have been characters I've felt feelings for awhile- yet always denied it. Always tried hushing my own emotions. But I'm done with that. If I like someone, I like them- I'm not punishing myself for it, I'm not denying myself anymore. I'm accepting it.
I'm not gonna sit here and say it was love at first sight with all my boys- cause it wasn't. And there's nothing like Chrollo. But I've always loved Jotaro. I was immediately interested in the Gammas, Yuri, Nagumo.. Yoshida was an interesting ride but I knew I liked him. And I was always interested in Lucci. And yet, why did I always pretend I didn't like these guys? Because well, trauma- and fear of judgment. I was scared to even admit to liking a character (I didn't even consider bonding to them! It just happened!!). I didn't want someone to think "ugh, she likes another guy? Wow.." And now? I'm not worrying about that. Who gives a fuck? Who cares how many people someone likes? If I'm happy- why does it matter? If my partners are happy- why do you care? So, I'm going to admit it from now on. Whether I think someone is hot, or if I have a real crush- I'm owning up to it now. For my sake, and to have a healthier way with my feelings. I couldn't have done this without my boys❤️. And, if you struggle with this? Please know you're not alone! And it can be worked on🙂
