Mar 16, 2017
legit i cannot picture being in a romantic relationship i cannot picture being that intimate with someone or anything that involves emotions beyond surface level because every time i have tried to do that or i get attached like that to someone i have fucked it up tremendously & hurt people & myself (i mean granted that's only been twice but twice too many lmao) that doesn't necessarily mean i dont want to keep trying bc i am in fact the most hopeless romantic piece of shit ever & i would also like to be closer with my friends but like.... it's gonna be hard
#here's to hoping i find someone i can make mistakes with?#or i stop being so.....me#i am trying to work on myself but rn im just kinda like#internalizing everything#but tbh yelling at my therapist earlier was a big thing for me#it's really hard for me to vocalize my emotions#well anyway here's another introspective overshare post from yours truly#txt
