May 8, 2024
help. I think I'm dealing with exotrauma and I just feel so invalid. it feels like I'm taking resources from actual survivors, from plural folk and so on. I feel like absolute bullcrap. I don't wanna be a buzzkill, I don't want to rock the boat. It's like I'm a difficult unsocialized rabid dog who needs to be put down. X (censoring the names, I'm terrified of fandom finding out about me), how did you cope? You feel so much weaker and still it's me who's biting my elbows unable to get over some decade old drama. I'm supposed to be the stronger one, I feel sick
Hey, look, I know it sucks, but try to get some serious help, that's all my recommendation. And just because you're the "stronger one" doesn't mean you can't be vurenable