#irellephant

[oxyhaemoglobin]

reminiscing on drunk chats with josh when we ran away from ronan's and i walked for what felt like a mile with hardly any clothes on and no shoes, and he said "i've never seen him this happy with someone"

it's moments like that which made 2012 worth it 

[oxyhaemoglobin]

Things I did in 2012

Got a boyfriend

Got new friends who I am actually happy with

Made friends other than my friendship group

Passed my GCSEs

Was happy for over a month

Stayed clean for three months

Stayed in a stable relationship

Finished a course of counselling

Got drunk for the first time (judge me ok)

Smoked for the first time 

Took control of my life

Made rational decisions

ROLL ON 2013 c: 

[oxyhaemoglobin]

That guy in the video you reblogged is a bit of a douchebag, I sent him an ask and he hasn't replied.

Let me tell you something about josh. We used to be best friends in middle school - I know? It’s totally embarassing right? I don’t even.. Whatever. But then in eigth grade I started my first tumblr blog pinkhappyrainbownipples, it was so gorgeous but it got hacked so I had to delete, and Josh was weirdly jealous of it, and If I would blow him off to update my blog he’d be like “Why didn’t you post my nudes on your blog” and I'd be like “Why’re you obsessed with me?” So for my birthday, which was an all kawaii soft grunge girls pool party, I was like, Josh, I can’t invite you because I think you’re a black and white secret blogger. Right? There’d be kawaii soft grunge girls there, and like, he wasn’t hipster enough. So his mum called my mum and started yelling and it was totally retarded, and when he remade in the fall he became a porn blogger and now I guess he's high on fairy dust and Jamjars. 

[misteravid]

Irrelephant.