irregularthought said: I wish I could help.. But I live in Denmark.. I have you i my thoughts sweet, you shouldn’t feel like this. Stay stong <3
thank you, you’re really kind and lovely <3 thank you..

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irregularthought said: I wish I could help.. But I live in Denmark.. I have you i my thoughts sweet, you shouldn’t feel like this. Stay stong <3
thank you, you’re really kind and lovely <3 thank you..
New icon people! Still same old me.
claraoswallds said: Please don’t. I had to go through so many rejections until I got my job. I know it’s so hard to keep optimistic but if you stick with it you will get somewhere. Just keep applying for jobs and keep practising interview techniques.
midnightmalia said: sending you all my love gal, <3
irregularthought said: I understand why you would think that. But do believe me when I say good things will come. Maybe not today, or this month. But they will come. Let yourself cry, be angry, be sad. And fight. Even if you can only step out of bed, do it <3
Thank you all, for being so kind and so supportive. I’m still.. I’m still not ok but I’m alive and I’m.. I’m trying to be calm for now and not put so much pressure on myself. I’m not.. ok, at all.. but I guess I am trying.
Thank you for being so sweet, ily guys <3
irregularthought said: It’s kinda hard to explain something that’s not there. I don’t have any sexual drive, or any need to be in a relasionship. I’m just not interested in that kind of psychical touch. It actually creeps me out a little bit, touching other people.
That's the problem I'm having really - I mean how do I know if I'm asexual when I don't know.. Like if I am, then I don't know what it feels like not to be? Does that make sense? I just.. I'm not very into relationships I was in one for a long time, but honestly that was at the time when I also thought I only liked guys and I think a lot of it was me.. trying to be what I thought I should be. Like most of the time when it came to something sexual, I would like try really hard to enjoy it because I always thought this is SUPPOSED to feel really good..
I just don't know.. I'm a fairly physically affectionate person, in other ways. I'm very huggy and cuddly and hold hands or lean on my friends all the time and all..
I just.. I feel like I've had such an incorrect idea of what asexual really is that now I'm just so confused :(
Thank you for being so kind and replying and helping me out, it means a lot to me <3