Im not sure if im writing this out of being a bit drunk or because my heart feels the need to let it out. Sixteen. Thats how old My mind was before My eyes found you. I thought you were the most beautiful,handsome,and charming man Ive ever seen. I felt something in my heart the moment I looked into your eyes. The moment you said hello you had me hooked. For years,i steered away,I faded. I didnt reach out. Scared. Ive been afraid to reach out honestly my dear. Your just that amazing in my eyes. Im taken. I have a boyfriend. Three years. Is how long we have been together. Ive had previous flings before,but nothing this serious. But honestly,even with him I still get thoughts of you. I still dream of you. My mind always wanders back to you. Always. & now,I just want more than anything to lay my lips upon yours,too feel the high Ive been waiting for years.. you randomly popped back up,& back in my mind you have landed..& the thoughts,oh the thoughts my darling they go on...