#is venting

[little-stpd-things]

It's so hard acting like you're somebody younot. I don't want to do that anymore. I want to be able to be me. Not answer to Callista. Not try to hard all my tics. I don't want to answer questions about boyfriends. I just want to be me and okay and safe.

[ally-of-villains]

Im so exhausted, tired, and depressed. my anixety is rising and i've had a real grusome headache for the past days. Alot of people are talking to me and I just cant keep up. I dont want to talk to anyone but a few people, and it stresses me cause i feel if i dont reply or know what they are saying im the biggest bitch ever. I cant be rude to anyone. I've been taking a ton of painkillers and i dont know. Im suicidal and depressed and i dont know what to do anymore. So tired.