Woke up with no words
Swaying on my bed for what looked like an hour after waking up. It was as though I shouldn’t be up. I just didn’t feel like engaging in the little things in life like; talking, putting on my slippers, combing my hair and what have you. I didn’t even feel like praying or even doing anything at all (mind you, I had loads to do ). Life gets real on us sometimes. So I decided to put on some worship songs on my phone ‘at least, I’m not getting out of bed’ I said to myself as I continued lying down. Whilst listening, I tried to understand the words by imagining them. I stayed quiet.
It was in that moment I realised, God is really concerned about me THIS MOMENT. He is right here with me and In that moment my heart melted because I realised all I was doing was trying to be my own Boss (I wanted to do everything with my strength like I felt, if I don’t have strength, nothing can be done or if I don’t feel like it, never mind) forgetting that it is He who gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak.
Part of the lyrics said “in every fear that closes in He is closer” My comforter is closer Jesus is here He is closer than ever Be encouraged⭐️
