#isatfictive

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Happy New Year to all the Start Again and ISAT fictives and kinnies out there. Hope you all have a good one (Siffrin fictive, Start Again)

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hi im bonnie and its hard being stuck in this stupid body full of STUPID BABIES and almost-adults that im already more mature than……. i dont even have any of my family so what’s the point!!! and im allergic to dogs now ?! and there’s this really annoying girl in here and she hates me but we keep getting stuck fronting together and rrgghhhhhghh. guh. guhhhhh.

mmm. whatever. i miss you dile and isa and frin and mira. i especially miss you lots nile. wish you were here for me to complain at. dunno if im keeping my name as bonnie or if im ever gonna switch to one of my extra names… guess this is a pretty big change-with-capital-c, huh. rgghhh.

-bonnie, isat fictive #💣✨🐟

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canon habits:

is it a habit if it's ocd compulsions? i had ocd in source and this body also has ocd, so my compulsions have kind of. carried over. doing things in three is great for calming my feelings or for expulsing bad thoughts from my head. there's also another thing! i still avoid saying or thinking "i wish". for normal reasons, completely unrelated to my ocd /silly.

wishcraft has led me to places I wouldn't even go with a gun.

another habit of mine that has carried over is hiding my mouth and my lower face behind a high collar. we don't own a lot if things with a collar as high as mine was in source, but the few jackets work well enough!

— siffrin isat fictive #☢️🧷

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Smashing that counter felt really good actually. Even if probably I shouldn't have done it or whatever.

-Siffrin (fictive)

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If one more porn artist calls me "male" or a [slur removed. starts with f] I am going to blinding snap. I'm. Blinding. Nonbinary.

- Siffrin (fictive)

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canon alignment ask game!

i'm gonna do it for our most frequent fronters and then i will force them assign alignment to me as well.

hazbin hotel lucifer - that guy is chaotic good for sure. unpredictable and well-meaning. wants to do the right thing. pats him on the head and gives him a rubber ducky (he's older than me by several millennia). (his subsystem consists of neutral evil, lawful good and chaotic neutral fragments of him. this guy has range)

jax tadc - ohhh this guy is like. between chaotic neutral and chaotic evil (though closer to neutral). just look at him. fall for his evil manipulator persona pretty please. trust that's all he is.

killer sans - hmmm. he's somewhat canon divergent, but i think he's more chaotic evil than anything? (his boyfriend is nodding. alright). the boyfriend in question is dust sans who is neutral evil.

and finally, me. siffrin. i'm neutral good. idk what else to say, everyone else is suddenly refusing to help me out so i guess i'm leaving it at that. jax is making fun of me right now. finishing the submission for sure this time because i need to dunk him into the sea.

- siffrin (isat), jax (tadc), lucifer (hazbin hotel), killer sans (utmv), dust sans (utmv). all of us are fictives

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i miss bambouche. and my sister.

i really miss my sister.

-bonnie (isat, fictive)

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i like wearing a hat. it's comforting. previously i wore it as a way to hide myself - a dark shadow over my face obscuring my expressions. now it's just a habit. a familiar weight. i don't feel right if i leave my house without any kind of hat, even if those hats are nothing like the one i had in source. (recently got a black baseball cap which not only feels good but also makes me look extra cute. and several of my headmates also like it)

- siffrin fictive #🧷☢️

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