#isel muses

[iseliadragonwill]

I feel like part of my artistic slump is feeling that no one cares. Nothing I make has that draw for people.

There's also the lack of community. I miss how nice early FFXV fandom was for that.

Even just the whole idea of internet friends is hard because I constantly feel like I'm bothering people. People don't want to talk to me like I want to talk to them. Maybe it's not true, but my RL friends are the only ones I feel actually want me around.

Don't get me started on relationships. That's just a complicated mess of feelings to unravel and sometimes I wonder if anyone could actually put up with me. Or if I want to bother trying anymore.

Anyways, just venting. Bad brain day, I guess.

[iseliadragonwill]

Sex-bots please stop following me. I promise I'm not buying what you're selling.

[iseliadragonwill]

I would like followers that aren’t porn bots please

[iseliadragonwill]

Send asks, I’m bored and miss them

[iseliadragonwill]

It’s nice that my art seems to spread around the tumblrs without any reblogging on my part. Slower than twitter, but I keep getting notes days after posting.

[iseliadragonwill]

Debating if I should start uploading some of my older artworks here