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whisper&mellow by Isezaki

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sky

good morning my girl, today is Saturday! Yay! Mom has this really bad wanting to call you but I dont want to bother you or dad. Over thinking can be crazy or being an adult is hard. 😂😄.

I hope you had a wonderful week and I hope you have fun today♡. Oh boy, mom snored because I was so tired and my body is hurting from working out but I ate alot of veggies and my lumpia, I wish we had you over for dinner♡ . Including dad because it would just be to celebrate you kids 1st week. I miss you my girl love you!

I really do hope you dont forget that♡

Always,

mom

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sky

dear sky August 14 2026

Good morning my girl

I miss you, I hope you have a good Friday and had a great first week of school. I wish i could hear all about it but I bet it was great.

I hope you ate breakfast and brushed your teeth and brushed your hair. I wonder what hair style did you do today? Ponytail? Anyways I wish i was able to hug you right now ! Or see where your class is♡ i remember last year dad made me see pictures that's what I was able to do and then once I went to your school to get you because you weren't feeling good. I hope your alright. My girl I want to be your mom, I wished to keep that promise. Just its hard to be honest, because the mom I wanted to be was to always be near and have you everyday ♡ like how I have the the 3. I want to see you and just give my unconditional love and attention and also be the mom a child needs. I love your flaws and when you're sad I feel the need to protect you and I want to hold you like the 3 . But when your scolded I have to be strong im like oh my girl mom' knows why I need you to be strong and learn. You are a smart and brave girl♡ I remember when I first met you on the phone and even in person. My heart melted I was scared more of you than of dad because getting attached to you was life and death. Once I love you I dont want you to disappear, my daughter I had other bonus children yes in the past, ill be honest I love them I shared memories I watched them grow to a point but one child made me realize I wanted a son, because the way he gave this feeling of warmth. I thank that child. Now I have my own little boy a blessing. Your little brother luki, and one of the names on his list was skylar ray like yours but different spelling. Lol. I had other names but yes, I even had cloud but I was like no, because I knew he didnt match the way he felt in mom. I kept marking names off. :) . Also when you asked me if it was okay to call me mom it was the day we got to celebrate your bday together it was in a store I forgot the name I was surprised I didnt want made sure its what you wanted I even gave you options to call me but no you wanted to call me mom. I was tearing of joy and love. I really felt happy. . My girl you made want to enjoy more time with you all. I felt that with the 3 but you , I really wanted to one day save up and one day adopt you as my own child if you allow me, if I was to marry dad, I know im not your biological but I love as my own. You always asking for more siblings I was giggling It brought me to a smile because the 3 got on board with you. You gave luki hope.

My girl ,my sky, im so grateful to have met you♡ i love and miss you. This isnt how I wish to talk to you. This breaks my heart i want to know how you feel but im also afraid . Grown ups get afraid too especially because children are so blunt.

I already know one day you will forget me. You dont have a picture of me anymore. Im sorry my girl

Please forgive me.

Always mom

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My daughter sky

good morning my girl

August 13,2026

The meteor shower was yesterday and they said you can still see some today. And the alignment of the planets today like saturn. Lucky dad has a telescope for that.

I hope you have a wonderful school day, and you had some breakfast. Dropping the siblings and watching my baby nephew izzy. Other errands to do. Mom miss you my girl. Love you too!

I HOPE YOU HAVE EVERYTHING MY GIRL!

Mom gets scared from time to time hoping you dont forget me or think i dont care. I love you so much my girl.

Well i am giving you cyver hugs and kisses wishing and praying you have a good day!

Love always mom♡