Feb 3, 2018
confession: when i was like 10 years old i thought hallucinations sounded fun and exciting for some fucking reason but now that i actually have them sometimes i would like to slap 10 year old me in the face because they are not fucking fun they're very upsetting and have ruined my evening on many occasions including tonight
#posting from mobile#negative -#violence -#hallucinations -#=(#in case anyone is wondering what it was tonight i spilled my vitamins and it looked like they were squirming around on the ground and i#picked them up and they still felt like they were moving in my hand and i have put them away now but i still feel like i had a big ol#handful of death itself which is extremely upsetting and im really freaked out and upset and it sucks especially bc my night was fine until#like right now but now i feel incredibly umsafe and upset and it still feels like theyre in my hand moving around even though i am not#even in the same room as them any more#it is shitty!!!#swearing -#medical -