Any ideas for next week, my darling Hannah? Will our ship remain, if not an actual relationship, a twisted obsession? Will Ryan Murphy's desire for ratings and obvious understanding that 50 percent of viewers are here for Evan Peters's face/Violate affect the viewers? WHO WILL RETURN? HOW SHALL WE BE MINDFUCKED? Are you getting weird vibes from Ben, or is that just me?
CAROLINE I CAN'T STOP WEEPING WHAT WAS THAT AND WHY DID IT TEAR OUT MY HEART.
I'm not really coherent right now. I know what I WANT from the show (Tate and Violet together again, because he's Sid and she's Nancy and I need that dysfunction in my life) but I doubt I'll get it because RM is the worst. To be quite honest, I knew this was coming. Violet finding out. Violet telling Tate to go away. BUT IT STILL MAKES ME SO FUCKING SAD.
I think that they won't be over. I feel it, man. Because even if Tate is the darkness, Violet is ATTRACTED to the darkness. She's his light and for one of them to exist, there needs to be the other. Will they ever be cute? No. Never. They were never cute. They were always disturbing, always horrifying, and always set my teeth on edge. The fact of the matter is that she loves him, no matter all the terrible things he's done, and you can't get rid of love, man. I think Violet hates herself for loving him, hates herself for still loving him no matter what he's done because she KNOWS he's horrible and evil and everything bad in this world but she still loves him. That makes her something dark too. She's still a good person and I'm not trying to say that she's as bad as he is but Violet is not perfect. She's selfish and she's human and she begged her mother to come to the other side with her (which I don't condemn her for. Oh my god. Violet wanted her mommy) and I think that the only reason the house wants them, wants any of them, is because of the darkness that they have and that it feasts off of.
I hope RM doesn't decide to be a cunt and not give us at least CLOSURE. I need Tate to explain his reasoning to Violet and I need her to still hate him but still love him and hate herself for feeling this way. I need that fucking romantic gesture tvguide.com talked about and I need Tate to try to make it better and ruin everything instead. Maybe I'm in denial but I'm CONVINCED it's going to end Violate, no matter what. Because a) that's what I NEED b) they can't just end it on this. They can't.
As for Ben, THIS WORRIES ME. I'm worried that it's going to turn into "omg THIS WAS ALL IN BEN'S HEAD EVERYONE'S OKAY" because that's bullshit but the way he's freaking out, man, it's not normal. I'm also super unnerved by them not letting us see the baby. Like...... WHAT IF IT IS LIKE TATE REINCARNATED? Ugh. Ugh. I just have too many feelings. I need to process all of them and I'll be more coherent. But, the fact that Violet is wearing a fucking WEDDING dress in some of the early promo pictures has to mean something. IT NEEDS TO MEAN SOMETHING.
