May 13, 2016
@suddenlysexy tbh i feel that it's my own fault for being such a hard-to-reach person... my problem is that i almost always remain silent and quiet that my friends find it hard to break into my shell... i can't direct all the blame towards them, they're actually very good friends, even tho i'm the one who usually initiates the conversations between us... i guess it's because we don't have that much in common??? the topics they usually talk about are ones that i barely know anything about... plus each one is the other's bff and then there's me, an outsider... they're really kind to lemme into their group in the first place but perhaps they haven't noticed that i feel left out... it's just that i'm an aloof and SUPER weird person...