#it's okay..

[luthientinuvielss]

suicide back on: found out Matthew McConaughey was apparently set to star in Yellowstone spinoff, but ultimately dropped out.......

[ash-elizabeth-art]

can’t stop thinking about the time my aunt asked me what all those weird noises were outside my house at night (in reality they’re likely trains or cars or planes that just sound weird from far away)

but I said, without missing a beat,

“that’s just the sound the night makes”

and I think I freaked her out

[non-binary-nightmare]

So I'm playing this game...

It's called 'God Simulator: Decision Game'

And OMG it's hilarious.

I may or may not have made a civilization called 'The Gays' but here is what I got..

And here is the "good"...

And the "bad"..

Im sorry😂😂😂

[s-kittynb]

I’m also Texan and I feel your pain intensely no one comes here and if they do they only go to like Dallas or Austin or San Antonio and those are Far™️

i’m glad someone know the pain. but! …i actually live in one of those cities (i won’t say which lol). trust me no one comes here ;v;… 

[watercolors-drunkenpastels]

Look it's my decent shading homework of Billie Piper from freshman year

[beauty-in-the-mundane1890]

I'm sending this telegram cause I'm getting very worried about your Inactivity Mr. Hallward. I'm always here if you need help with anything.

- @edwardvayne

M-Mr. Vayne! Oh, thank the heavens, I'm so happy to hear from you!!!

After all that's happened recently, I feel a million times better after hearing from you...I- I could cry! Everything is so overwhelming, and I believe I am being haunted or cursed. Perhaps even being punished! I- I've ruined everything! I've pushed everyone away!! I can't seem to make art anymore, and I think I've pushed Dorian away from me forever! I'm afraid, Edward!! I'm so afraid!

Things have been such a dread for me! I haven't allowed myself to leave my house out of fear... I keep hearing things... and seeing things I shouldn't! I've been thinking things I shouldn't... I believe my past.. obsessions.. are catching up with me, and I may never find peace again. I'm so scared of losing Dorian.. I believe I truly must've lost him... but I think in reality, I am being punished by God.

I have recently encountered a horrifying entity that has been stalking me and I showing up to me in the middle of the night...and for some reason it seems to imitate the likes of Miss Internetchan but it's not. It's not her..it's...it's a demon.

I have angered God with my sinful thoughts and actions and now he has taken both my creative abilities and his angel, Dorian Gray away from me and have instead now sent a demon to taunt me and monitor my every thought and move!!! It can read my thoughts, and I'm terrified. I've been crying all evening. It seems nothing will get better for me, and I feel horrible, but...you...you haven't left me, Edward. You... you truly are my dearest friend.

Despite it all, I am happy that I have you. I would like to apologize for my recent absence and failure to reach out to you or notify you of my troubles...I felt as though it would burden you but I guess I might just be overthinking...I apreciate your concerns more than you know and I hope you can forgive me for my lack of communication.

Y-you truly have no idea how happy I am to hear from you... Everything has been so overwhelming and scary. I don't understand how I ever let it get to this point, but...at least I have you. Everything feels so much better. Yes, I feel many times better after hearing of you, Mr. Vayne.

You've always been a soft light that I could turn to in my life whenever everything else turns dark. I value our friendship and will continue to cherish you for as long as we may spend our days together.

[sweetness-doesnt-touch-my-face]

It’s 2019. But it doesn’t get easier writing for him...I get lost in the process to some extent but I always put on his music to comfort me when I’m writing..and I don’t know, to remind me to feel more conscious of this reality. 

It only makes me cry though. It’s hard...it’s still incredibly hard.