#iterating

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

i think im the angel equivalent of like. those service dogs that get retired from training bc they're too friendly. i have zero drive to do what most angels do and serve any sort of god or be a human's guardian or even return to heaven BUT ☝️ i want to look pretty and get 1 million pets

[allegorymetaphory]

The timeline is visibly a circle around the castle, a complete loop. This must be why Mobius said events happen "over and over, because they're supposed to, because they have to."

We have all sorts of different Lokis, so it must be that time isn't just looping, it's iterating and changing. One time through the loop, Loki was born female. Random variations on predetermined events, like they said in the show.

Are the loops concurrent or simultaneous? If anything could iterate concurrently like that, I suppose it would be Time.

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

you guys know when you experience the like. The Yearning. like this body is a too-small enclosure for me i wish i could climb out of it for a while and exist as myself

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

i don't really identify with fallen angels despite obviously getting sent to earth at some point because that implies it was my choice or that im here explicitly as punishment. it's more like god left me shivering in a cardboard box all alone

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

many of my issues with being stuck in a human body arise from laboring under capitalism rather than with being human in and of itself. yea i miss having wings and being pretty and divine and such but. like. the flesh enclosure would be much more bearable if i didn't have to work full-time to pay rent and drive a car and such

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

idk i dont have any relevant skill in being a guardian angel or a seraphim or anything especially not in this body. i think im more like. a domesticated angel. im here to be some human's divine pet

[apotheosis-ecmnesia]

i should be allowed to make my wings physical so that my fiance can pet them