#ithinkiamfallinginlove

[kanopine]

All i want for Christmas

Is YOU. All i want is you 🙈

[tuttisinga]

Non of this is coming out as it was supposed to. A long time passed since I felt like this, I thought I wouldn't feel like this anymore, who would ever know you would turn out to be the one who would make me nervous, whose smell I adore and can't get tired of, whose eyes are the cutest thing ever... every since I saw them, damn, why am I doing this? I know for sure you don't feel like this and I hate feeling something. I hate being so jealous. I hate being so upset the entire day because you wont talk to me, because you decided to ignore me. I miss you being around, and making weird sounds while I am trying to do math. I hate you because you kissed me and even thought it wasn't the best I ever had, it was the first time I felt something, and I liked it, I really liked it. Why don't you feel like this when everybody thought you did? Why am I such a retarded fuck? that's the real question. why am I a messed up fuck?! I need to stop this now, but I can't with you around, not being with me all the time like you used to, and it bothers me so much when you go and hang out with that bimbo, because she's the kind of girl everyone falls for but she's a hoe, and will never truly do anything for real. It is just that I hate you so much for making me feel like this and just walking away. A month ago everything was alright, but now, I can't see anyone better than you. ANYONE, and I don't even know why! Everything changed, this doesn't happen quite a lot... but here I am, dying. for you? wtf. It is so hard to admit it, but I am. 

Hi, I can't stop thinking of you. My whole day is fucked up when you don't talk to me the entire day, I feel like shit. but that second, that you come around and start joking, that changes everything, you make my days better... You make me smile so much I can't even understand it, ZEUS save me from this one! I hate this I hate it so much.