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Guys. Im writing.

This is not a drill. THIS ^ is new ITNL writing, babeyyyy

#speculation nation #itnl shit #im flying fast im flying free. im writing shit #i also was thinking about the slavers and how vash would still hate them having been killed #and went FUUUUCK i didnt consider the slavers. i dont want him to have tried to save them and also itd be too late anyways #so he'll just feel guilty about it. even tho he knows the world is better off with them dead.#ive been writing too much ww lately man i just immediately went 'fuck those guys who cares about them. it's good that theyre dead'#then i went Wait a moment ☝️🤓 vash even by the end of the manga still hates all death. even of bad people.#but vash still isnt gonna love and peace the slavers. theyre dead their gone theyre doneeeee goodbye #i just needed to acknowledge it lol. im getting back into his head ok im shaking off the rust #this scene is gonna be interesting. i spent quite a lot of time examining what little bits of dominique we got in canon #to build up an idea of her character. extrapolating from the smallest of details.#im going to need to visit that part again of course but for rn. i wanna see how far i can get #theres some stuff before this too but im not 100% sure on whether im keeping it as it is. thatll depend on scene transition stuff #i put some stuff down to get myself moving here. and im gonna worry about that later #revving my engine like GUYSSS IM WRITING MORE ITNL!!! THIS IS NOT A DRILL!!!!!!!#if i make enough fanfare surely people will be excited about the fic that's been on hiatus for nearly 2 years now leaving hiatus #do not expect it immediately bc i still need to reread the fic and also trimax itself to like. get back into it #for some other stuff in this chapter. but for this? yeaboiiii we r doing it #also if anyone following me doesnt know the fic. it's a vash time travel fic. from late trimax vash. and thus his mentality here #anyways yea 👍 im excited about finally writing some more

*finally* reread ITNL chapter 18. Everything with Wolfwood is so. 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 and im remembering being so Excited for all of this. And then after this chapter is when my dad fuckin died and it took me 6 months for me to update 😭😭 only for me to never update again after that 😭😭😭 i was all proud of myself for finishing the chapter. And then. Lmao.

But im remembering my excitement. I got just One chapter left. And tbh i might edit it some. Only minor changes. But I remember being dissatisfied with some parts. If I do, I'll mention it here & on the fic, but. After That... I can finally, FINALLY resume my writing on chapter 20

The return of ITNL is Finally at hand.... and im so excited

#speculation nation #itnl shit #and Maybe i actually will be able to make my 2 years self deadline!!#if im excited about a writing thing i can finish a chapter pretty quickly. so we shall hope.#and chapter 20 is actually not all that complicated. chapter 22 is the one that may be hard #gonna be pushing myself along... the best that i can... i prommy...

Ok watched the newest trigaze episode and my biggest primary thought is

Holy shit this is so much like my fanfiction

More Thoughts Under The Cut

#speculation nation #fanny watches trigun #trigun #trigun stargaze #trigaze spoilers/#itnl shit #like ok just imagine ur doing smth with a side character that's utterly different from his path in canon #to the point where youve had several points where you stop and go 'is this even in character?' & u have to revisit canon to make sure it is #and then several years later the new season is like 'Oh Yeah this is in character. you were right all along'#mind utterly blown. my midvalley plotline justified in one fell swoop #new people may read my fic and what im doing with midvalley and go 'wow thats like in stargaze!' and theyd be RIGHT #except i did it first 😎 and also still different. Midvalley has to be threatened into it to start with 😂 but it's ok Vash apologized #yeah idk there was more in the episode but i just keep floating along about Midvalley #this is the BEST DAY to be a manga Midvalley fan. it's so amazing

Like i will be honest even just seeing Midvalley in action has given me one of the biggest winds in my sails for continuing ITNL that ive gotten in a WHILE bc it just has me thinking about him and his everything. His arrangement with Vash and his fear and everything. And im biting at the bit bc I want to talk about it all so so badly 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

#speculation nation #itnl shit #but my friends arent ONLINE for the most part so im just.😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#how am i supposed to cope with this. im vibrating in excitement. i have been activated #and i can do nothing but just sit here with it. agonizing.

The question is, for my ITNL reread, should I start back up where I was and just continue? Or should I start over again since it's been like over a year since I started this "reread" 😂

I think i probably should start from the beginning. But I'll try to be quick about it. Not take months and months just to read 8 chapters and all 😂

#speculation nation #itnl shit #im feeling more invested in the setting again so maybe i will actually read it more #but yeah the tab i have open is for chapter 9 #i might skim some parts. depending. but i think i need the overall review for what this vash has been up to #and i will be honked at as i do it. by a goose. hello goose. how do you do #yes eat that grass goose. you got this

Nearly 3 years since I posted ITNL chapter 13, and yet I only just now noticed this typo

"As She shut his eyes to accept the slobber". The 's' probably blended in with the 'as' before it 😭😭 but still.

At least it's fixed Now...

#speculation nation #itnl shit #i swear every single time i reread this fic i notice new typos #but Oh Well...#there r other small things ive thought about editing.#at some point i may do a full edit to change my bad 'then' habit. or maybe i wont. that seems like a hassle.#since writing all of this i learned how ur supposed to use 'then' with commas. aka ur not supposes to put a comma if it's the same subject #like 'vash did this then that'. no comma. but consistently i Always put a comma before the 'then'#and it's a little bit annoying 😂😂 but that would be quite the undertaking to fix...#so i also may just let it be and just use the right syntax when i resume writing. which will be soon.#ive been pretty wrapped up in rereading it recently. chapter 12 was Very exciting. and im enjoying chapter 13 #the story very definitely picks up with the sandsteamer arc so im excited for all the things to come now #which will hopefully mean me catching up reading soon. then resuming writing.#i still do wanna try to update before the 2 years mark on july 4th. idk if i'll make it in time but i wanna at least try #and even if i dont make that i do intend on returning to writing once i finish rereading #so. soon... *soon* i will finally usher in ITNL's return.... this is my promise...#im further in this reread than ive gotten in any of my attempts the past 2 years so i think thats a good sign 😂😂#that this time truly will be different. this time Truly will be the one where ITNL returns. mark my words...

Looking back on late trimax vash, listening to IAMX, & continuing my reread of ITNL to get back in the brain-state of it (bc I am stuck at the car dealership for an hour+ for routine maintenance lol)

And i am Feelin It

The thing is. Late trimax Vash is running under such fresh, acute grief. He lets it hone the blade that is his own being. And it makes him *sharp*. He still tries to be goofy, but it rings a bit hollow in comparison to the times Before.

And ITNL Vash is that with a few years added to it. A grief that still aches, a grief that still hones, but he's had time to sit with it. To come to terms with it. A grief that still hurts, but it's more of a ghost over his shoulder than an active weight. It influences him, drives him, but it's not everything that he can possibly think about.

And thinking about it. With as much time has passed in my own grief. I think I'm at a relatively similar stage to ITNL Vash in it. I really do hope I can wield it and channel it in a way that makes ITNL even more gutting than before.

If i want to accomplish my goal of finishing the next ITNL chapter by the end of the year, I need to jump on this feeling as much as possible. Oh, ITNL Vash, please possess me

#speculation nation #itnl shit #being forced to work on fic stuff bc i am just Stuck Here lmfao #but like whatever works! sometimes u really do just need to be Stuck Somewhere b4 u finally fuckin do shit #and i am Feelin It rn......

So for a long time I'd toyed with the idea of doing ITNL drabbles in a side fic. Random scenes and whatever the fuck that wouldnt make it into the fic

Just now I decided to just. Spit some words out onto a doc. Waxing philosophical about ITNL Vash's thoughts about Knives. And i ended up with 913 words. They wouldnt fit anywhere in the main fic, but like. Man. Wouldnt it be nice to just. Put some stuff out there?

So ummmmmmm

ITNL readers, would you be interested in a side fic drabble collection?

yes 🥺

no 😔

Voting ended onNov 18, 2025

Putting this out there to gauge interest. And to convince myself that maybe some people would wanna read this.

It'd also include "deleted scenes" type stuff and random whatever the fuck I got inspiration for (tho nothing posted for beyond where the main fic is in time). No order, just me posting whatever the fuck I felt like writing for the au. Including character introspection things like this one....

Looks at u with my big big eyes. Let me know what you think......

#speculation nation #itnl shit #gonna hope that at least a few ppl say theyre interested lol #bc im also hoping that like. by revving the engine in Some kind of way it'll get the juices flowing for the main fic too #cant write the main fic if im stuck in place not wanting to write the current chapter #but if i can just fuck around and write Whatever the fuck? whatever little in-universe tidbits im thinking of???#and omfg. i could write more little scenes between vash and the wolfwood from Before too.... waaa #many things to think about. and theres still That One scene i rly wanna write at some point. that Cant go in the main fic.#but i wanna put it out there. someday. once i can finally talk about it openly. someday......#anyways yes im probably gonna try to do this anyways BUT if u wanna encourage ur local fic writer pls drop a yes vote #and maybe even a comment if u feel so inclined 😂 god knows i need the encouragement.

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