#its so limiting

[vivanightcity]

He stick leggy out

[prodreemer]

Feels weird to be out of the age programming but seeing everyone constantly stressin over it

[squeekybumpjazz]

id feel so fakedeep if i said im not meant for this world, but its true, that shit is deep in my soul, i live it, i dont have to say it. i feel too many things are a waste of time, and im too sad and anxious to force myself into it. 

but generally, i know the world is so beautiful, life is so beautiful, people are beautiful, we just do ugly things, we corner each other into our own weaknesses. i dont care about living, but id like to live to change things. id like to find the strength to really live in this world, so i can do things to make it a better place. im just too sad, anxious and apathetic to get a job and socialize with so many people. 

[foreteller--ava]

My first day of work is tomorrow and anxiety is occuring right now which is really dumb since i had this job last summer too and i dont understand why i get horrible anxiety for all the tiny things that i do. This never used to happen before and i just dont understand. Its like my brain just wants me to stay in my house for the rest of my life and i dunno its really frustrating -_-