part of me hates being called shy bc i dont believe thats the case…like i do sometimes get anxiety dealing with people, but its less about yk socializing and more about me not knowing what to say or fearing the worse out of it n whatever. otherwise, i dont find interactions difficult or anything and i dont feel that anxiety all the time, but i feel that most of the time i just lack any real desire to involve myself. just like i feel like im fine with not having a lot of people in my life, but then there are other times where im like fuck maybe i should collect more people to be around me when i want them to...














