So its 4am and I am up going through youtube videos listening to celebrity interviews, watching halloween makeup tutorials and what not when I come across a talk show where the guest talks about love, life and laughter in a very practical and relatable way that the host herself is quiet and just completely occupied with what the guest (Hira mani) is saying. What she says is so simple yet so true that I felt as if I was physically pinched and it hit me that just how LOST I have been to all these things she is talking about, for example the bigger picture of life, the value of the relations we build, our role in the society and how the support of the right person can change you. She also talked about her past and what she was and how she has grown, the change that came with it and how she embraced it.
2 minutes after I was done watching the interview I texted someone (lives in another country) who I am supposed to be close with and tell him I missed having deep conversations with him and how much I want to tell him about me and I wanna know about him etc etc it was all a ‘in the moment’ type situation until he texted “let me work man” and that little bubble of hope and wonder and the one where that kid in you comes out and you want to just DO something, it just popped. As fast as I got to my feet ready for it all I came back to the harsh reality even faster.