#itsoktoday

[thornhands]

Pretty much nothing today except sleep and disassociation. Will return to my normal neurotic self tomorrow evening after coming back from my grandmother. See you then.

[thornhands]

ugh, late again.

ok day, didn’t do much physical stuff but some mental cleaning up which was needed.

- went out to get some breadrolls because my bread went moldy and I’m going for groceries tomorrow

- answered two emails and commented some on social media

- thought about some stuff

- did a guided raid in Destiny (exhausting but worth it)

[thornhands]

ok day.

- some dishes

- cooked a meal

- had fun with helping a friend go through Destiny stories

- washed a throw blanket

thank you @lordviridis and @tarysande for your words to yesterdays entry. It helped.

[thornhands]

not a good day. very little energy, slept mostly.

- showered

- ate something

- aired the flat

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a bit late but here it is:

- put a load of laundry on

- took dried laundry in (only was outside for two days instead the usual five v^__^ )

- got some food to tide me over until thursday grocery shopping

- made the bed

- answered one email and one facebook message

- took the trash out for collection

[thornhands]

So I am trying a new self thingy. At its core it’s basically ‘try to do what you can and if you can’t don’t beat yourself up about it’. I know it sounds super basic and normal but for me it isn’t because I am basically constantly berating myself for not doing x, y or z instead of ‘lazy’ lying in bed or staring at a wall and expecting existence to end soon. Right now I plan to try and do a daily ‘what I did today in terms of cleaning & omfort’ post that may be updated two or three days a day for the next ten days.

If you don’t want to read this please block the tag ‘itsoktoday’

Today I:

- cooked lunch for today and tomorrow

- did one load of dishes (second is soaking and will be done in 30 minutes)

- changed bed sheets