No I am NOT just a writer, I am an editor, I am a producer, I am a typesetter and I format things to fit properly for mobile devices, I also am a social media manager, I will bust my butt to promote and network, I do NOT just write stories and then sit back to pay other people to do the rest. I am a project manager and with that I am also managing a TEAM of talent. I set more than reasonable deadlines, I give extensions and I also pay THOUSANDS of dollars to see my vision through for the good of humanity in this seriously f*cked up world we were all forced into without any say.
I am a human being!! I am not perfect, I get depressed, I question others motives and my trust and own self-worth is withered down to almost nothing over and over and over again.
You think you know everything but you really don't. You think I am just some spoiled white girl because you never tried to actually get to know me as a person as I have done countless times for you. You would try to condition me to believe I wasn't doing anything of value, when in reality I was doing EVERYTHING and more.
I was fighting for what I believed to be right and I will continue to do what I feel is right for myself. If that means I take an entire year off from doing what I love most, if that means I must completely abandon things I hold dear- If that means I must focus my resources on other things...
I am not only going to come back stronger but it will also be when you least expect it- and with a greater fire of passion in my heart. I will not die as quietly as one might think. I have a lot of resentment yes- but that resentment is also what keeps me SURVIVING for so long.