#iwillfinishthis

[villa-anj]

Editing chapter 5 with my PhD hood serving as motivation to get this submitted today. #dissertationorbust #writinguntillmyhandfallsoff #typinguntilmyfingersbleed #phdbaby #phdlife #callmedr #iwillfinishthis

[chamsramble]

Day 20/100. I’m 1/5th of the way through and it’s already been over a month! At this rate I’ll finish the #100dayproject by mid September 😵 but as long as I finish, that’s all that matters! Plus, I’m having a blast with these #kuretake brush pens. . . . #chamisas100dayproject #kuretakebrushpen #postitdrawing #iwillfinishthis #personalproject

[startwhereyouarenow-blog]

Sitting in the car cos the house is effin' freezing! #iwillfinishthis #workingharderthanever #eyeshavegonesquare #wheresthesun ⛅️

[mcflygoes88mph]

Where the hell have you been?

Um, hi. 

It’s been a while. A LONG WHILE. Anyone still left reading probably thought I gave up/got bored a long time ago. And truth be told, I did. I’ve spent the last year moving 400+ miles, leaving an old career, starting a new one, working as a line cook in a busy full-service restaurant, meeting new people, and learning my way around a new city. With all of this upheaval, it was tough to keep this thing going, and I’ve let it fall by the wayside. 

There’s been a lot of tears, a lot of laughs, and a lot of changes. But one thing has remained constant: I still love to cook. So much so, that I’ve made it my new career. However, I’m no Top Chef, and I’ve learned that there are parts of the life I like, and some I don’t. One of those things I’m not a huge fan of is the hours--it’s really tough to work different hours from everyone else in your life. It’s also difficult to want to cook when you’ve spent hours in the back of a restaurant kitchen keeping up with its intense demands.

Where I’m going with this long rambling uninteresting mess is that I’m about a month into a new culinary job that has much better hours/pay and doesn’t leave me wanting to run away from all things cooking when I get home. And I realize that even though I’ve spent 25+ years cooking in some capacity, I definitely still have a lot to learn and practice.  So I’m kicking the tires, dusting off this old project, and restarting it again. I WILL finish cooking my way through this book, even if it takes me the rest of my life. So there.

Sorry it took me so long to come back. If you’re still there, thank you. If you’re finding this days, weeks, months, years from now, thank you too. 

Let’s get this thing going again. Stay tuned. ;)

[nottheghostyouaretome]