Hey! I'm also a murder drones fictive. If you don't mind me asking, how do you cope with being in a human body now? (my source is technically a fanfic, that the body read when going through a hard time but that's just how life works I guess?) I love your blog too.
Good question, It's definitely very awkward not having wings nor a tail anymore, even if in my source/memories I could put them away it's unusual not having them as a choice. I'd say general body dysmorphia is largely my biggest struggle as our body is quite a different body type to what I was, even with robotics aside.
In terms of dealing with it I often just ignore it honestly. It's not my biggest issue, being unmasked with friends personality wise tends to bring enough relaxation about the topic for me.
(fanfic can be a nice escape but can also cause issues if it has anything to do with trauma/angst, personally.)
Thank you for the polite ask