( /casually attempts to seduce you with a french fry )
Happy two month anniversary, my precious Kim Taehyung! I feel totally cheesy hacking you 'n making one of these posts, but I'm just so happy right now that it's really hard to contain and if I'm on my account then I'll end up making at least fifty short posts about you (that will most likely embarrass you and earn me a good beating) -- so a post here is for the best.
Wah.. I can't believe that it's been two months already. I don't have the best memory, but I can still remember when we first met. I remember exchanging kkt IDs with you, learning more about you. I remember coming to you when I was in pain or angry, and you were always there to be my source of comfort.
I remember the first time that I told you that I was in love with you -- not love, in love. Boy were you shocked--! I'm sure you know that I'm pretty forward with my feelings once I'm attached to someone, so it made me really happy that you listened to my confession.
Honestly, back then, I never thought we'd be together for two months. Things pass by quickly in my eyes, and though I'm outwardly very trusting, I'm always doubting everything on the inside. But just being with you makes me happy. I don't need to worry about the future, because as long as I have you today, I'm happy.
Sometimes I have really cheesy thoughts about how we're made for each other, because we just perfectly balance each other out. I'm clingy and you're my lost little puppy and we both love that about each other. You never mind how much of an open pervert I am, and I love that you're such a closet pervert. You're silly and fun and make my day bright just by showing me that adorable smile of yours. Please always smile for me, okay?
It's.... yeah. You just make me happy. Happier than I've ever been, and I want to continue being happy with you for as long as possible.
Thank you for accepting my love, and loving me back. Wow -- you've loved me for two whole months! I'm so grateful for that love. Your love is what has helped me get through the difficult times that I've been having to face lately. Sometimes I get sad, and my spirit deflates.. Sometimes I'm not always that energetic J-Hope that everyone expects me to be. Sometimes I'm not anyone's hope, because I don't have my own hope. Sometimes I'm just Hoseok -- a kid who gets sad and depressed like everyone else, and just needs someone to hold them.
And you, you're always that someone. Your arms are always there, open, waiting to embrace me tightly. And I will never be able to thank you enough for that.
I love you, Kim Taehyung, and I truly believe that I will for the rest of my life. The memories I have with you are so precious.. I never want to forget anything. I want you to always be there, by my side.
......This was so serious I started tearing up. Look at what you do to me -- I'm supposed to be that cool guy that you were scared of in the beginning (remember how you thought I was too swaggy to approach--). But okay...
I love you, Kim Taehyung! I wanna wiggle my butt at you for the rest of eternity!
❤ Yours, always and forever, Jung Hoseok.
