#jack musing

[jack-is-chili]

If I didn’t date Liane scottie wouldn’t have a problem if i dated other women

[jack-is-chili]

Lady sometimes confuses me. Why does she want to marry Scottie so badly? They only dated for a couple of months. I dated Jill for 6 years before I proposed. Also why eloping. I thought she want a nice wedding with a wedding dress and a party.

[jack-is-chili]

How can I get scottie to forgive me? He’s the most important person in my life.

[jack-is-chili]

Though I feel bad for Scottie I don’t agree with him about marriage. His relationship with Heidi didn’t work out but, I’m sure he’ll find someone one day. Someone that really loves him and isn’t obsessed with marriage.

[jack-is-chili]

Why does it feel I’m stuck at 45?

[jack-is-chili]

What they don’t know

Is your real advantage

When you live for someone

You’re prepared to die

[jack-is-chili]

Thanksgiving is almost here and my cooking sucks. My goddess is an amazing cook but I’m not sure Scottie will eat the food that she’ll make

[lehunn]

I think thats why I kinda make him have a drinking problem. Its something he uses when he can't handle the stress anymore. Cause he always feels like he has to make everyone happy, like thats his job and if others arent happy then he cant be either. He cares far more about the rest of the class than himself. He would put his life in danger to save the others if it was needed./

but idk I sometimes think I make him too.. hm.. idk the word for it but maybe too whiny? I think he has a lot of problems but just hides them all so the others dont notice.

He cant concentrate in class so therefor he fails tests, which make him upset on the inside cause he sees everyone else doing so good. But since he cant follow along whenever he tries to do homework he just gets frustrated and gives up. He gets scared to ask others for help cause he wants to prove to them that he can do it by himself even though he really cant.

Theres also how he feels  no one can take him seriously and that he feels outside the loop most of the time. Jack tends to screw up and make bad choices that he regrets later, such as letting secrets slip. Which makes the others not trust him with important things.

But he wants to be able to have those heart to hearts with people he just doesnt know how to. He always just wants to cheer everyone up and he doesnt want the others to worry about his problems.

He looks up to Queen and Ace too, and well, basically all of the class but those two the most. The whole class has qualities he wish he could have and he thinks if hes not goofing around or making jokes then he just fades into the background.

idk i feel like I make him have too many inner problems jdkalsjkd

but i really like the drinking problem for some reason.

hm.