#jackson alonso

[leonidas-writes]

"Well, which way, smartass?" "Uh. We might be lost." with josh/jack 😋

Josh crossed his arms, foot tapping impatiently as he watched Jackson.

"You know that doesn't help me focus at all, right?"

"You know it's been twenty fucking minutes since we were supposed to get there, right?"

"Do you think your dyslexic ass will be any better at reading the map?" Josh huffed, looking away.

"Yeah yeah." A few moments of quiet passed.

"...Well? Which way, smart ass?"

"Uh. We might be lost."

"You-! Fucking gimme the map!" A moment of wrestling later, Josh had the map, and twenty minutes later, they had made it to their destination, both very cross with the other.

[leonidas-writes]

desire & fear for. Jack i say 💖

Desire: Jackson's greatest desire is to feel loved, by someone outside of his family, for more than his body. He plays up being a slut, but. He's very insecure about actually being loved. He would of course never admit this, the insecurities or the desire. He doesn't like talking about his feelings, he'd rather make sex jokes.

Fear: Ties into his desire. He's afraid that no one will ever love him. That he's been too much, that he'll scare everyone off, that one day even his family is going to stop laughing at his stories. That he's pushing them all away. But he can't express that, so he's more, and he says I'm yours over and over, and it is a plea and a beg and he needs to be told yes, you're mine.

[leonidasmmii]

alright, i may very well send you all of them akjdbkfje but we're gonna start with 5. so: 20-24. 21 & 22 specifically for Jack in my mind but up to you!

Just doing 'em all as Jackson.

20. What's your biggest pet peeve?

"Oh, people who play with people's hearts. I flirt, I tease, but always do my best to make sure they know it's play. Playing with someone's emotions is just... Despicable."

21. Describe your ideal partner.

"Uh... Someone who can put up with me, ha! No, in seriousness, I'd want someone kind, funny, sweet. Someone who doesn't mind me being flirty and loud and flamboyant. Someone who, if they don't encourage it, at least doesn't discourage it. It's... Part of me, y'know? So. Yeah, I guess I was right. Someone who an put up with me."

22. What’s the easiest way to flirt with you?

"...Sex jokes, if we're doing surface level, or just. Things they notice that make them happy about me, for deeper ones."

23. Have you ever had a crush on someone?  Do you have a crush now?

"I have! Never acted on many. And if I answer yes to that second question, my husband might kill me. That or convince our other husbands and our wife to lock me out of the room. Cruel man."

24. What would you consider your main love language?

"Uh... If I was gonna joke I'd say sex, but. Probably words, honestly. I flirt and compliment more than outright say 'I love you', but. It's still how I show my love."

[leonidasmmii]

🎵 accidentally in love - counting crows

Jack or Josh. 'I didn't mean to do it but I can't escape your love', they're both my emotional oysters. They fall in love and go 'Uh Oh!'

[leonidasmmii]

🎵 i wanna be your slave - maneskin

'I wanna be your sex toy, I wanna be your teacher' Jackson, though it. Took me a minute to decide between him and John. Let's be real though, Jack is absolutely willing to be kept around just for sex if the person's pretty enough.

[leonidasmmii]

🎵 s&m - rihanna

Come on. Jackson. 'Sticks and stone may break my bones but chains and whips excite me', come on.

Definitely didn't consider John for a hot second, because poet boy is... Opposite ends of the spectrum, though. The song gives me too many dom vibes for John.

[leonidasmmii]

🎵 Don't Say You Do by Lola Blanc for the ask meme 👀

...Getting serious Jackson 'Slut And Proud' Alonso vibes. Because he sleeps around, but he would never play with someone's heart, and is disgusted by people who do. And 'I was good on my own, until you came along' is very much him. He's solid as hell, until someone worms their way into a crack in his armor.