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I miss you. Part 64
( ok before you all start reading , i just wanna thank you guys so much for sticking around! 😧 i cant believe not one of you left in the long time i haven't updated ! Love you guys so much) Your Pov: You and the girls shopped for a while before making your way back to the house. Its about 2:30 in the afternoon as you pull up the long whindy street to the top as Mariam pulls down the driveway with you in the passenger seat and roni in the back. Getting out of the car you quietly crack open the front door to hear the boys talking in the lounge. You put your finger over your lips as roni and Mariam creep behind you, quietly placing your bag by the door. As you tip toe closer to the lounge you see the boys still sitting on the couch with the laptop in front of them. You turn to face the girls, "ready" you whisper, "1-2....." You whisper "THREE!" You scream jumping out from behind the boys instantly you see their bodies jolt, Daniel jumps in fear with the popcorn bowl spilling everywhere and beau and the rest of the boys letting out a scream. "What the fuck!" James says holding his chest breathing heavily. "What was that for!" Jai laughs also breathing heavily. You shrug laughing at them all, wrapping your arms around Jai's neck from the back of the couch. "We're doing a twitcam" he says pointing to the laptop on the coffee table. "Oh" you say shocked. "Hi guys" you laugh awkwardly at the computer from behind the couch, Mariam and roni sit down on the couch next to the boys. You let go of jai turning around, "babe sit down" he says grabbing your arm before you can walk away. "Im just gonna get a water" you smile down at him as he releases. Making your way to the kitchen you open the fridge grabbing a bottle from the top shelf. All of a sudden you feel a dizzy spell come over you, you find yourself leaning your palms against the bench and blinking your eyes. Jai's pov: As the boys carry on with the twitcam i jump over the back of the couch to check on (Y/N). Reaching the kitchen my eyes are set on her leant against the bench. "(Y/N) are you okay" i say worried running over to her, she looks up a bit dazed, "um yeah I'm fine, just a bit dizzy" she says confused, "all the shopping really took it out of me today" she giggles smiling a little, "are you sure you're okay" i say waiting for reassurance, "yes DAD" she mocks, "hey, I'm only doing it cause i love you okay" i laugh wrapping my arms around her tight, "yeah i know" "I missed you today, a lot" I smirk down at her, "oh did you" she smiles back wrapping her arms around my waist still holding the water bottle. I nod my head smiling as i lean down my lips brushing against hers as our lips move in sync, i pull her tight into me as the kiss starts to get more passionate, Your Pov: "oi!" You and jai jump disconnecting your lips, "what have we told you guys about having sex in front of us, fuck!" James yells grabbing a water then walking out, "were not having sex dickhead!" Jai yells, "jai". "Talk about moment ruined" he laughs down at you, "ummmm, yeah" you smile, "i think im gonna take a nap, really worn out" you say kissing Jai's cheek, "ill come, still hungover" he says grabbing your hand. "Gonna take a nap guys" you say standing behind the couch with jai, you hug roni, "are you okay?" She whispers letting go of you, "roni, I'm fine just tired". "Okay, text me alright" she says sitting back down, "i will" You and jai get to your room immediately falling on the bed as you lay on your side with your head on the pillow facing jai as he does the same, "so, did you have fun with the girls" he asks inter whining your hand by your side as you fight your fingers around each others. "Yeah, it was good" you say looking at your hands. "Thats good" he smiles at you. "Yeap" you say just wanting the convosation to end. "Go on tell me" he sighs. "What?" You ask confused. "tell me how you're really feeling, cause i know you're not telling me something" he says getting more comfortable as he grips your hand tighter. "I told them." You blurt out, jai twists his eye brows confused, "i know we decided we weren't gonna tell anyone, but i felt like i had to vent" you shrug biting your lip. "You know you can always talk to me, right?" Jai says brushing strands of hair behind your ear, "yeah i know, but---" "but what" jai interrupts "But sometimes i need to talk to my girlfriends, not just you all the time jai" you say guilty but trying to defend yourself, "were going through this together (Y/N)" he says a little irritated. "Yes. But IM the one thats its happening to jai......." You say sitting up. "...... IM the one that has to take all this medicine, IM the one that has to have my body put through this not you okay" you say standing up pointing to him, you can feel a wave of emotions roll through your body, "hey hey hey" he says rushing up to you grabbing you tight. A single drop soaks Jai's skin as you rest your chin on his shoulder. "I know" he whispers. "I almost wish i never said anything, to anyone. Cause i feel like I'm walking on egg shells with everybody that they're feeling sorry for me all the time and i font want that" you say looking up at him. "Its only me and the girls that know" jai interrupts "Yeah, but what about when we tell the boys jai, i cant put them through that, i cant put myself through that. Only you guys know and you treat me like I'm dieing, i don't want to feel like that jai" you say shaking your head as he brushes his thumb against your cheek. "I feel like this is breaking us and were not even into it yet jai" "Okay, so what do you want to do about it" he sighs. "I want to go on like nothing is wrong, i want us to be normal again, i don't want to have you worry about me every minute of the day" you whisper looking up at him. "I know you only worry cause you love me, but i cant take it" "Im sorry" he says looking down, "don't be sorry babe" you say lifting his chin, "just worry a little less okay" you smile "Thanks giving in a few days and i don't want anything to ruin it" you say holding his waist. Jai nods kissing the top of your head and pulling you into him You feel better with everything out in the open, but you cant help but think what the road ahead has in store for you and jai through all of this. A/N: first of all, Thankyou to every single one of you that has stuck around all this time I felt like i haven't updated in 768893 years so I'm so sorry if it isn't very good but hopefully you guys enjoyed it being back😕 hahah Tell me what you thought, love you all 👏😘🙏
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I miss you. Part #63
Your Pov: You've just woke up and gotten out of bed. You have on Jai's dress shirt Valerie | Tumblr on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/75670856/via/littleloverbrunette That comes just past you undies and your hair messily falling down your back. You creep out of the bed as you see jai still fast asleep in bed. * * Making your way quietly downstairs the mess of the house engulfs your sight. "Holy shit" you whisper to yourself wide eyed as you walk through the house. Red cups everywhere, clothing items strewn across the floor, and empty drinks covering the benches tipped over everywhere. The house is silent, but its about 9 am guessing the boys are still asleep hung over you tip toe to the kitchen grabbing a black rubbish bag out of the cupboard under the sink. Picking up cups and bottles and throwing them in the bag. As you almost finish clearing the kitchen you hear grumbles come into the kitchen. You turn to see 5 boys holding their heads as they walk into the room. Beau and James are wearing hoodies Luke's wearing a t shirt and walks in behind shirtless wearing trackies. "Sorry did i wake you guys" you ask apologetically. "Nah you're alright" beau says sitting at the barstool at the counter. "How you guys feeling" you laugh as they lay their heads against the counter top. "Like shit" jai moans kissing your head gently. "Aw" you mock. "My head is pounding" Luke says rubbing his temples, "looks like you guys had a good time" you say looking around. "Omgod" skip says turning around and looking at the state of the house. "Its ok I've got it" you laugh continuing to pick up the rubbish. "(Y/N you don-----", "its okay" you say cutting James off. "You guys go sit in the lounge ill bring you in some breakfast". "(Y/N). I love you." Luke says pulling himself off the barstool. * * You have the five plates on the counter as you place the hot bacon, eggs and toast on each plate. Just as you finish the last plate you see you phone light up on the counter. Walking over to it you pick it up swiping your finger across the screen Veronica: "in need of a girls day out!!!!" You laugh to yourself reading the text You: "yeeeess!!😳 taking care of the boys atm, hungover!, ill text you soon! :)x" You pick up the plate one by one carrying them to the lounge, where the boys are laid across the couch starting a movie with the curtains shut. "Here you go" you say passing the plates to them over the couch. "Omgod i love you" skip says picking up his fork. "Thanks babe" jai smiles up at you as you stand behind him at the back of the couch, you smile down at him. The movie starts, "babe" you whisper leaning down to Jai's ear behind him. "Yeah?" He says chewing his mouthful keeping his eyes on the tv. "Roni wants to have a girls day out today, are you guys alright" you ask wrapping your arms around his neck. "Yeah we'll be fine, you go have fun babe" he smiles. You smile back at him placing a kiss on his cheek and walking out of the room. You thought to invite Mariam too. You reach the end of the hallway lightly knocking on the door. "Come in" you hear a muffle. You slowly creak open the door. "Hey" you whisper popping your head in. "Hey" Mariam yawns looking to you. The room is dark and you see Ronnie waking up next to her under the covers. "Me and roni are having a girls day out, you wanna come?" You whisper, "yeah that'll be cool ill just get in the shower" she says sitting up. "Ronnie theres some breakfast in the kitchen if you want it" you whisper. "Thanks (Y/N)" he muffles into the pillow. Shutting the door quietly behind again you run up the stairs to the bathroom. * * After having a quick shower you get changed into this http://weheartit.com/entry/99990924/via/Girl__s And ran some waves through your hair before grabbing your bag and heading back down downstairs. Walking into the kitchen you see Mariam grabbing a water out of the fridge. "Ready?" You ask. "Yeah ill just say bye to Ronnie". You both walk to the dark lounge where all the boys are watching a movie. "How ya feeling Ronnie?" You laugh. "Not good" he laughs kissing Mariam back. "See you guys later" you smile kissing jai. "Have fun" * * You and Mariam have picked roni up and have just arrived at the mall. First stop the spa. http://weheartit.com/entry/75628588/via/kate_krinke You've had a mani pedi and now massage. You cant help but think that the boys are the ones that really need this right now * About 30 minutes later you appear out of the room in your robe. To a table in the spa with tea and roni and Mariam waiting at it. "Omgod that was amazing!" You whisper walking towards them. They both laugh as you sit down all with your robes wrapped around you. "Im so glad you're back" roni smiles shaking your arm. "I missed you so much! I was going crazy with those boys" Mariam laughs taking a sip of her tea. "Aw i missed you guys too" you laugh. "So, what happened in oz?" Roni asks cautiously, "its a long story, basically jai turns up on my doorstep, honestly i didn't even know what to do", "thats so sweet though" Mariam smiles. "At the time i didn't really think that though" you laugh. "I know but still!" Roni adds. "I guess". "So how have you been since you've been back then". "Not great" you shrug looking at them both. "What do you mean?" Roni asks worried. "I went to the doctors yesterday". They both turn their heads to look at each other worried then back to you. "And?" Mariam gestures for you to continue. "Basically, i have an infection in my liver and around my stomach" you say waiting for their reactions. Their eyes widen as they hear the word come out of your mouth. "Are, a-a-are you okay" roni stutters, she looks like shes on the verge of tears. "Roni, I'm fine" you say rubbing her hand. Mariam looks like shes in shock. "What did they say?". "I have to take all this medicine, if i dont then it could affect me having children later on" you reply. You see roni looking down as a single tear falls from her eye hitting her robe. "Roni whats wrong?" You say knelling next to her rubbing her arm. "Im just worried about you, you shouldn't have to go through this" she whispers. "Im gonna fine, we just have to stay positive okay?" You say smiling up at her. Mariam grabs your hand too. "We're always here for you (Y/N)" Mariam says giving you a small smile. "I know, i live you guys so much" you say pulling them in and hugging them both at once. "Can you guys do me a favour though" you ask letting go, but you hands still linked in a circle. "Yeah sure". "Just don't tell the boys yet, i want to tell them when the times right, they have a lot going on right now". They both nod their heads. "I love you guys!" You smile. "No more crying now ok" you laugh. They both give you a smile. "Now who's ready to shop!" You yell.................... Y/N: Hope you guys liked this part let me know what you thought xx
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Im gonna try make this one a bit longer for you guys. Today i realised you guys are just so patient:o not one time did i get a hateful message when i told you guys i was gonna update every second day from now on, and honestly thats what i was most worried about:o so i really appreciate all of you for that! And i never really took the chance to tell you all that. The support i get back from 'i miss you' is just so amazing, all the notes from you guys is so good! + its almost at 30K on Wattpad! Thats crazy!😳 when i started writing i barley thought i would get 20 reads because I've never written before😳 I just wanted to let you guys know that i appreciate every single on of you and i am so grateful for you guys!!😊. I see some blogs that just get huge amounts of hate and i think its just awful, but I'm just so glad none of you are like that x Hope you guys like the next part! Woah someones in a mushy mood:/ hahaha P.s do you guys want me to make a # for i miss you so its easier to find if its not on your dash?? If so send me # requests of what the hashtag could be. I don't want it to be just 'i miss you' cause other random things could be tagged under that tho Xx
I miss you. Part #62
Your Pov: After going inside you had a quick shower washing your hair too. You brushed through it with a comb and threw this on http://weheartit.com/entry/21515738/via/Sadly Since you were only gonna help the boys set up not stay for the party. Once you were finished getting dressed you sprayed on some perfume and made you way down the stairs. * * Making it to the bottom of the stairs you see the boys setting out red cups and alcohol on the kitchen bench. Its about 8:40pm "What do you guys want me to do?" You ask leaning against the counter. "Ahhh you could finish setting out the cups?" Beau replied. "Sure" you smile taking the pack from him. "Sweet we'll go set the stereo up outside" James says with beau, Luke and skip following behind him. You see jai not follow them walking towards you giving you a worried look. "What now" you sigh looking to him. "(Y/N) you should be taking it easy" he says sternly. "Jai, I'm not paralysed. And I'm putting cups on the bench not running a marathon. Im pretty sure ill be okay" you laugh putting your hand on his shoulder. He frowns his eyebrows together. "Thats not my point, i want you to take care of yourself" he whines pulling you against him with his arms around your waist. "I know, and i appreciate it, but I'm fine, you gotta trust me" you reply rubbing the back of his neck. "Okay?" You ask smiling at him, he rolls his eyes. "Go help the boys im fine" you smile kissing his cheek. He reluctantly walks out to the pool. You continue to put the cups out and fills bowls of chips. * * Its half an hour into the party and theres people everywhere. Most of the girls here are already wreaked and all over the place. The musics blasting and the colourful light strobe of the walls and ceilings. Theres alcohol everywhere and people spread out all over the place down stairs talking loud over the music. You're standing next to jai as he's talking to maz. While they're in the middle of their convo you look around, you just cant bring yourself to stay any longer, or to see these girls throwing themselves over every boy in sight anymore. "Jai" you say loud enough over the music breaking him out of the convo. "Im gonna head upstairs" you say pointing behind you. "Are you okay" he asks. "Im fine, just tired" you smile kissing his cheek. "Night maz" you smile hugging him. Jai's Pov: I see (Y/N) walk towards the door making her way through the crowd of people. I cant help but worry about her. "She okay bro?" Maz asks pulling his beer away from his mouth. "Uh, yeah, just going through a lot at the moment" i reply with my eyes still glued on the door. "Everything okay?" He says crocking his eye brows. "Yeah, uh, long story". Your Pov: I push my way through the amounts of people. Walking down the hallway i see girls making out with boys up against the wall and i feel like almost puking. James and the boys are standing with a couple girls as i make my way past them hurrying up the stairs. The i feel someone grab my arm as i almost reach the top. I turn around in shock. And see James "are you alright?". "Im just tired" you say giving him a small smile. He nods his head a bit curious. "Night" he smiles waiting for you to walk to jais room. * * You're sitting in Jai's bed flicking through the channels in the dark room with the blankets covering you. You tired going to sleep, but theres no point in even trying. As you flick to the next channel you see the door slowly crack open. "Hey" jai whispers popping his head round the door. "Hey" you smile sleepily sitting up a little. He walks in the room shutting the door with his beer still in his hand. "I thought you'd be asleep by now" he says placing the bottle on the bedside and sitting down next to you. "I tried" you laugh a little. "Babe I'm sorry", "its fine they should be able to have fun, its not even that late......." You say looking over at the clock. "Oh" you whisper as the clock reads 2:35am. He raises on eye brow at you. "Would you stop worrying, you starting to act like my dad" you say hitting his chest. "No, i just love you thats all". You roll your eyes laughing at him. "Aren't YOU tired?" You laugh. "Now you say it, yeah" he laughs laying down in the bed next to you on top of the covers. "Jai you're still dressed" you say as he lays on the bed with his jeans hoodie and boots still on. "I don't fucking care I'm tired" he laughs with his eyes shut on the pillow. After a moment of silence, he opens his eyes looking at you. "Did you take your medicine". "Jai" you say sternly. "Okay sorry" he says throwing his hands up. You flick off the tv and get in next to him. The musics still blasting downstairs, but you feel more comfortable with him by your side now. "Night jai" you smile kissing the top of his head. "Night" he mumbles into the pillow practically asleep already as you snuggle up to him............ A/N: hope you guys liked this part let me know what you thought xx Disclaimer: I'm not saying the boys are like how i described them in this party scene, cause i don't know. I just did it purely for the story not my opinion or anything x
I miss you. Part #59
Your Pov: You start to stir in the bed as the sun shines bright on your face. Squinting your eyes as you block the sun with your hand slowly sitting up. "Morning babe" jai smiles walking into the room with a towel around his waist and beads of water falling off his skin. "Whats the time" you say rubbing your eyes as he kisses you on the head, "10:25", "omgod" you sigh leaning over with your elbows on your knees anf hands on your head. "You mustve been jet lagged" jai says opening his draw. "Yeah" you yawn falling on the bed on your back. "I made you a doctors appointment" he says slipping the singlet over his head, "you did?" You reply raising an eyebrow. "I just think we should get you check out as soon as possible, just to make sure everything is okay" he says pulling you up fron the bed, "okay" you say nervously looking at the ground. "Hey...." He whispers lifting up your chin, "everything is gonna be alright", as soon as you hear those words a faint smile appears on your lips. "Okay?" He smiles. You nod your head. "Go get ready" he smiles kissing the top of your head. * * It took you about an hour to get ready, after your shower you put this on ripped jeans ? i think yes . on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/98258888/via/_maddieesierra (With a baggy off the shoulder knitted jumper) You curled your hair letting it fall down your back. Then walking down stairs to where the boys were in the kitchen. "Morning" you smile to the boys grabbing a water bottle out of the fridge. "Where are you guys going?" Daniel asks confused, "yeah why are you guys so dressed up" Luke questions raising his eye brows. "Doctors appointment" Jai says taking a sip of his water. "What is everything okay" Mariam says looking at you both worried. "Your not pregnant are you" James laughs sarcastically. You and jai look at each other not replying. Instantly its like the mood changes and worry appears on all their faces. "Are you". "No I'm not" you say trying to calm them down. "Fuck" beau says holding his chest. You and jai catch yourselves looking at each other once again. You can see on each others faces you've both thought about the possibility. "Well we better get going" jai says grabbing the keys off the counter. "See ya later" you wave to them all grabbing your bag http://weheartit.com/entry/98073821/via/ChicBetty And carrying it by your side out the door. You and jai Jump in the car as he starts the engine pulling out of the driveway. * Its about 10 minutes into the drive, you can sense the tension and nervousness in the air. Jai has one hand tight on the wheel and the other on the arm rest next to yours. You look over at him slowly as he's still concentrating on the road, "jai..." You say quietly breaking the silence. "Yeah" he says slowly taking his eyes away from the road. "Do you think the boys could be right?" You say biting your lip and immediately regretting saying anything, "about what". "Being pregnant" you blurt out. Its like that word causes him to freeze as he stares blankly at the road for a minute. You see him gulp then take a deep breath looking back at you as you stop at the red light. "Ill be there for you through anything alright?. We can get through anything, we just need to figure out whats going on with you okay" he says reaching for your hand on your lap and rubbing it with the back of his thumb. You give him a small smile as the light turns green and his attention is back on the road. The thing is, he didn't answer the question. Could he think that you could be?. Every thought under the sun and possibility was running through your mind as you got closer to the doctors office with every second that went by................. Jai's Pov: I want to believe that shes not, i know that sounds horrible. But i don't know if I'm ready for a kid at 18, i know i wanna have kids with (Y/N) someday but not right now. Ill be there for her through anything, but i cant help but feel nervous myself. I couldn't answer the question straight cause i just don't know but i didn't wanna freak her out even more. i guess we'll just have to wait and see......... A/N: ohhhhhhhhhhh😉 whats gonna happen😏😳 Hope you guys liked this part let me know what you thought, yay 👍 or nay👎? Hope you liked it xxx